Whats Up With My Life?

Ok Wanna Know What Happend To My Life? Ok Im Single.. broke Up With Her.. , I Got Kicked Out Of Class By Miss Chin Cuz I Didn't Do My Classwork.. And Also Its Hard for me to apologize to her.. Had A Bad Fight With someone.. Naj Is The Greatest Friend In The World.. Zifah Looks Different Nowadays And Still Cute.. She Just acted Differently.. become closer to syahmi.. and also.. fall in love with a song call weightless. by all time low , here;s the chorus

maybe it's not my weekend, but its gonna be my year
and I'm so sick of watching while the minutes pass as I go nowhere
and this is my reaction to everything I fear
'cus i've been going crazy I dont wanna waste another minute here

i miss everything... i know my update is not statisfactory but i made my affort.. and I miss shee , I Sorry teachers that hate me.. and im sorry to everyone for not bloging , and sorry zia for breaking up.. sorry zifah for sumthing.. '

Damn my life is soo going fast.. and also.. it seems that.. i use this laptop.. almost 12 hrs everyday.. shit i need to rest.. or else im gonna wear a geeky2 glasses..

tommorow school.. soo hmm??? good luck for me

Long~ Long~ Long~ Tyme I Don't Post Anything..

nothing to say now.. hehe..

Long~ Long~ Long~ Tyme I Don't Post Anything..

Love You Soo Much

This Song Is For My Baby.. Zia

I've been here before a few times
And I'm quite aware we're dying
And your hands they shake with goodbyes
And I'll take you back if you'd have me
So here I am I'm trying
So here I am are you ready

Come on let me hold you touch you feel you
Always
Kiss you taste you all night
Always

And I'll miss your laugh your smile
I'll admit I'm wrong if you'd tell me
I'm so sick of fights I hate them
Lets start this again for real

So here I am I'm trying
So here I am are you ready
So here I am I'm trying
So here I am are you ready

Come on let me hold you touch you feel you
Always
Kiss you taste you all night
Always
Come on let me hold you touch you feel you
Always
Kiss you taste you all night
Always

I've been here before a few times
And I'm quite aware we're dying

Come on let me hold you touch you feel you
Always
Kiss you taste you all night
Always
Come on let me hold you touch you feel you
Always
Kiss you taste you all night
Always
Always
Always

What's Up With Me?

Hye guys.. well First thing first.. I Miss my sister naj!.. Where Are you and Im Sorry!.. we don't have to go away from each other.. if you ignore me again.. its not making me happy:p.. You can still disturb me.. thanks btw about me and her.. hope you and Your boyfriend get along good as well hehe.. naj your my bestfriend.. don't forget that.. Xp

soo today i had no mod.. Because i got the feeling that everybody is ignoring me.. and people hate me being with her.. i don't know why i think like that.. but still im gonna love her.. who cares what people says..

And Also that... noone cares about me anymore.. and somehow people think i only need my girlfriend to live.. well you wrong.. i need everybody.. i miss everybody.. where has the good times gone?? I Want It Back.. haha

Hanging..

Soo Today.. Im bored.. Soo Lets Talk About my life..

Err.. nowadays Its have been bumpy.. and quite Changging lately..

And Also That I Now Love Somone..

her.. Err.. nickname.. Zia






And Also That I Had Become A Lil Bit Diferent.. And Im sorry about that..

I Just Had This Feeling That I Want To Start my over

I Never Expected My Life To be Like This..

Its Like Hell now.. I Just need some times..

I got no mod at all now..

bye

I Need You

I need to stop being mad at everyone.. they kept calling me names.. non-stop 24hrs.. aren't you guys bored with the same joke? and also to the people that say stuff about me behind my back.. what's up with you guys?!?! err.. its ok to say stuff about me behind my back.. but don't say it out loud or you want to say it loud just to make me notice it.. stop guys

I want to apologize to the people that hate me and say things about me.. i know im a bad person but do you think i want to? do you think deep down im bad? its just me.. i can't control my feelings while my feelings control me.. its just hard

And i also need to start realising that i need to be a good person.. i still don't have any mod and also im still piss off how my life is going.. noone understand

I know too much about people talking about me.. if i didn't know about it.. i won't be mad or if i was a better person back then , nothing like this would have happend.. i just need some time to think.. i need to be alone for a while

And also im trying to make everyone happy and the last thing on my mind is to leave you guys.. but the first thing on my mind is just to keep my mouth shut and keep it for myself..

I need to go to sleep.. its 1a.m umm.. bye guys

I HATE THIS STUPID FUCKING BADASS ASSHOLE DUMB WOTHLESS USELESS PIECE OF SHIT CRAPPY LIFE!!!!!

Fuck!! FUCK!!! FUCK!!! FUCK!!!!!!!! This Is Really Useless.. I Don't To Say This But.. God If You Are Trying To Show Me Sumthing By Hurting Me.. Just Kill Me Straight Forward.. You Suffering Me.. This Is Stupid.. Why Do I Have To Be Me?? Im useless.. God other People Have Good Life And A Good family.. A Good Story.. But Why Have You Made This.. Im Sorry But.. Theirs Someone I Should Have Done From Along Time Ago.. Is To Kill My Self

Fuck Shit!!!

Life Is Crazy.. I Can't Wait To Die.. Fuck Hell!.. FUCK!!! FUCK!!!.. I probally Won't Talk tomorow.. Really2 Not InThe Mod.. EYH!!! SHIT EYH.. Cock Face Mother Fucker..

What Did I Do To Desreve This Fucking Badass World.. I hate my Self For Being Unsuccesfull.. I thought that I Would be Somebody Good.. But Now I See That The Fucking Shit Life I Waited Was Stupid!!

I Know This Is All About The Bloody Stupid Devils.. Syaitan Gila Bayie.. Hantu2 yang Prasan berijap.. Tamparan.. Keraja beamput Ma Tuyul sja.. Eyh.. When Is The World Going To Die? When Is Armegeddon? Just Bring It Now.. What Are You Waiting For God? You Make say This Dumb Things Cuz Your Killing Me.. This Is How I Am Expressing My feelings..

I Deserve Hell.. I Deserve To Be Tortured.. I Deserve To Be Dead Ryte Now.. I Deserve To Be Eating Shit And Living At The Side Of The Road Then Living With My Family In A Big House.. I Rather Run Away To Make My Family Happy.. I Rather Just Stop School For MY Friends Can Study And Be Happy.. I Rather Just Die Soo Anyone else Woudln't Know Me..

Im Sorry To SAY This God. But.. God You Piss Me Off

Im Sorry

nowadays im been pretty stupid and dumb and probally i deserve being hated , i got no mood at all im really2 sorry , you guys know that i don't want to be me cuz im stupid , dumb , lame , cheezy , fat , dark , bad hair , short , lazy , heartless , prasan , kambang , dangki , tunggi , bida , cawir , cala , poklen , crappy , idiot , selfish , cock face , hatefull , worthless , useless , babi , show off , talur and aaa... aaa.. i don't know... im sorry if i've treated you guys bad.. especially naj , nad and maybe zifah to.. im just sorry and also sorry to the other people that thinks im a playboy , really sorry , also if i've been anoying sometimes.. really sorry , if you hate me its ok.. i wish im not in you guys's life cuz im really useless to you.. this is for everybody im sorry! i've such a liar , i really hate my self , i will make it to you guys.. to everybody.. promising i will be something usefull or be a good friend im really2 fucking sorry! i just wish i move somewhere else or run from home or sumthing , my family also hate me.. i've been soo stuborn and no respect for them... im really sorry i shouldn't be in that family , i shouldn't be friends with you.. i desreve no friends.. and i deserve to be alone and be hated... and also im really sorry to the things i've done and the things i don't , im a kid , i make mistake , im sorry , pls forgive me guys and stop dragging me to hell , why did i even live in this world? i don't deserve this , i should die a long time ago if i know that im like a stupid dumb ass now.. I WISH EVERYBODY UNDERSTAND!!!!!! IM SORRY!!!!!!!

Love My Girl Always And Forever...

Now.. Dead..

haha Im verybusy Now but Before That.. I Like The New Song Alot Somehow.. And Im in Love... Probally Im Happy Maybe...

A New Song

Lane-36 : No One Understands Me

I Wish She Knew That I Was Waiting,
That I Waited To Long Too See,
And All This Days That I've Been Thinking,
If She Would Ask To Get Back With Me,

I Hope That Everything Will Be Normal
Since I said A Lot Of Things To you
Where Everything Will Be More Formal
And I'll Promise I'll Keep Everything MoreTrue

[chorus]
All The Days I Have Spent
The Smallest Path I've Been
And On The Ways I Have Bent
That I Can't See
Where You Are Going?
But No One Understands Me
Well I Have to be Sorry
I Can't Be Perfect Hardly

No One Understands Me(x2)

Do You Really love Me?
Will You Take Me Tonight
If You ask Me to Be perfect
While You Love Me Till You Die

This World Will Never Accept
That Im Living With Her With Regrets
Things Can't Stop By To Me
My Life Is Taken With High Bets

[chorus]
All The Days I Have Spent
The Smallest Path I've Been
And On The Ways I Have Bent
That I Can't See
Where You Are Going?
But No One Understands Me
Well I Have to be Sorry
I Can't Be Perfect Hardly

No One Understands Me(x2)

Now I Want To Start My Life Over.. You Left Me Drowning..

Clearly I Got No Mod Today.. Cuz Of What I Felt Today.. And Btw Today Is SMSH's 15th Anniversary.. Soo I Got No Idea What To Say But.. It Was F*cking Crowded.. And..


The Reason Im Very Drowning( A NewMod ) Is That I Think I Really Love Zifah... And Seeing Her With Another Guy Is Likke Being Stab In The Heart With A Knife.. It really Hurts My Feeling.. But No Matter How Many Time She Breaks My Heart.. I promise That I Won't Change The Way I Feel For Her Except If She Pushes It Too Far..

I Want To start My Life Over... Its Really Messed Up.. And I Don't Like Who I Am Now.. Its Like Im Nobody And Nobody's.. I Just Wish Now Someone Understands Me.. I Don't Really Feel Like Having To Do The Same Thing Daily Cuz It Just Hurts My F*cking Feelings.. Well Of Course No One Cares..

Well The Truth Is That... I Wanted To Be Hers.. But Im Afraid That She Reject Me.. I Know Her Alot.. And There Are Some Reasons Why She Will Say No.. Im Really Trying My Best To Change And Somehow Be perfect For Her..

Well Since Alot Of You Know LANE-36.. and Our New latest Song 'Etenity Love Story'... Umm.. Im about To Write A NEW SONG... maybe its Gonna Be Called 'Life' its Clearly A Story About Life.. And after That Song.. im Gonna Write A metal Song For Our Band.. Soo im pretty Bz

BYEBYE

It's Hard But Not Hell

WTH? Is My title Is? haha.. Soo Today I Got No job soo Gonna Tell you guys something..

Umm? nothing.. But Bye!

there's Always Something There

Today Was Bored, I hAd No Fun , But Still In Love , With My Only One

Nothing Happend , Today Is Bad , Still Changing , In my.. aaaa... Sad WTMF???


haha Soo im Bored Today.. Miss Her And Love Her.. its Wierd Why I Kept On Loving Her Soo Badly

She Never Understand.. And Will Not... Still I Love Her!

Now Back To My Story.. Since Now On We Got A New.. Member On Lane-36..

He's Andy.. Famous Already.. Umm Our New Bassist Soo Syazwi Our Second GUitarist

Soo now.. He Have 5 members..

URGH!! Got Nothing TO Say.. Pretty much Bored..

Hmm? UMMM?? Aaa??

Feel like Shouting Today... My Parents Never Understand Me... My Life Suck.. People Never Love Me.. And They Keep Comming Up.. I look Through Them... When They Can't Look Trough Me.. I Feel Like I Wanna Die.. People keep ignoring my stupid damn crappy life..

Zifah I Love you.. i Wish you Understand.. I can Wait Long.. but Not Forever.. Tell Me That You LOVE Me.. And I Keep you In My Heart Always And Forever.. (P.s Even If You Don't Mean It:P)

Are You Afraid Of Being Alone?
Cuz I Am...
Im Lost Without You
Are You Afraid of Leavin Tonight?
Cuz I Am...
Im Lost Without You!..

Im Random.. Bye

Zifah |I|LOVE|U|

Hmm? Forget About That Title.. Soo today Was Boring Nothing Special Happend.. But I Did Feel Someone Has Come Up To My Brain (If I Had 1) That Im Really In Love With Zifah.. But Its Great That I Know She Will read This Some Day...

I Don't Know.. She's Been Changing Alot.. Miss The Noisy Her.. Now She's The Quite Cute One.. Awww Imissher..

pretty Much Im really Tired From School.. And I Want To Sleep Right Now But Its Too Early..

Zifah I LOVE YOU!!! Soo Much.. (Sorry If Your Mad Or Anything :p) Im really Random Today.. But Im bored Sooo


ByE gUyS

Sumthing

Soo Tdi Aku Kana Bawa Makan At Some Random Restaurant Called (im Not making This Up) Shabu-Shabu... Haha.. Wierd Name..

It Was Sumthing Alright.. Hmm?? soo The Things Is That I Went Home With My Dad..And HAve A Bla bla talk about drums..

At The End I Will Get A Drumset After Somewhere The Next Exam.. Aaa Maybe?.. After Telling Him That I Have A Band.. He Got Carried Away..

Haha..

Hmm? just Now Ia Busy Massaging Someone.. And He Is Soo Busy That Ia have no hand TO Drive Soo I Control The Steering It Was Soo Cool HAha

Bye Guys

Its Midnight

Its Midnight On 28 April I Can't Sleep Soo i Decided To Show One Of My Next That I've Been Working Out Its Call :-

Eternity Love Story By Lane-36(Updated)

I want to hold your hands
and never let you go
I want to kiss your lips
when I can be yours

You can't go back to Be
where you can't eversee
where everything goes wrong
and I Never Wanted To be Me

[Chorus]
Your The Girl That Guys Run Into,
Your That Breath That Keeps Me living Here,
You'll Keep My Promise And I'll Keep Mine Too
Because There's Nothing Else Better That You

There So Many Things Wrong
Where Your Always Right
You Keep Me Soo Strong
And Always Keep Me Bright

I Love You Always
There So Many Things There
When I Can Be Easily Confuse
When Life Can Be Unfair

[Chorus]X2

Soo Thats One Of Lane-36's Nice Songs.. And Probally.. I Think I Want To Make It A Very Romantic As Hell... Haha.. Tommorow Is Tuesday.. And Tommorow I Got Nothing To Do... So I Should Sleep in Class Again.. Just Like What I Do In Ugama School Too.. Haha.. Im A Lazy Ass.. And Zifah Was Ryte.. I Am Stupid-er Then Last Year.. What Happend Next Year??? OMG!!!.. I Got To Start Studying.. ahah Bye Gues Tata(thats Gay)

nothing is going ryte

Soo Today is Stupid... ver stupid heard alot of things... get kill by alot of things.. im just strees.. this is my fucking life.. but the only great thing is that.. i wrote a new song.. maybe someday i'll post it to you guys.. its call eternity love story

btw I Hate School...Soo Much
urgh!!

This How I Show how Stress I am.. lkjsh hfiuosh ioga bojidrgbosdui o iusfdhobiu pidsrpbi dbpidbpids pibsdubisdpg pidu gpidu ipbudugs piugsdjxdb iuopgtzsh gpoiushoriugdpiuth syuelwea tvihliioirdg goiuew5thos thpiudsgf w0tp2984 7 508q73 5564398m5jsfd g ouizg6 vq!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Im Tired

Soo Im Soo tired... And The Main Thing Is.. We Have Sukan Ria.. At Skulah Ugama.. And Im Soo Tired.. SHyt Eyh.. And I saw Her Just Now:P Haha Ok Bye

Today... Was.... Not Soo Great

Soo Today Nothing Happend.. Actually.. haha Except I Got call As A LOSER By form 2b For An Idiot Reason Actually.. Its A Very Disturbing Reason.. haha.. Ok I Just Got Something In My Mind Already.. i Accomplish somethhing just now.. You know What.. i Spoke Polite English In The Whole English Period.. ITs Was Fun Though ahAH Im Happy Now

But Not At Ugama School Anyway.. I Was In The Middle Of A STUPID FUROSIOUS Fight.. Me And Zai.. The Toughest Of All In The Ugama School.. And In The End.. i Stop My Own Fight I Give Up.. I Didn't Want To Fight Him And Im Sorry.. And Im Not Gay

Soo bye.. GUYS!!!(L)

I Want To Find My Whoever , Whereever She May Be!

Haha The Title Rocks For Today.. and First Thing I Want To Tell Is.. Im In Love English... Hmm? Not The Teaching And Learing School English The British English.. Their Accent Rocks.. Soo Does Their Slangs.. I Wish Im A British.. I Love To speak Britishly Haha..

Just Now At Smsh.. I Had No Idea What To Say Accept To Say That Zifah Is Soo Irresisteble.. I Want To Let Her Go But She Wants To Keep Me But Doesn't Love Me HUH? I don't Get it

Ugama.. Aaa Nothing Happend Actually.. The Class Got A Lil Horny just Now Time MuNaKaHaT A.k.a The Book Of Sex And Plubicity Hahaha.. Ok Im pretty Busy Now Soo Bye See You Guys Around Lovers And Miserable Friends.. Like Me

Soo Im Am... hmm?

Soo I Am Soo Tired Like Hell!!!... jogging.. soo haha... i gtg bye.. kan makan ni

Today's Not The Same

Soo I Got No Mod At All . Not Mad , Not Sad , Not Angry , Not Happy , Just Depressed.. First I Haven't Seen Naj about 4 days already and I Don't Know How She feels About Me , Is She Gonna Be Sad Or Angry Or Mad Or Hate Me... Just To Many Question

Second I Wanted To Go Chong Hok Something2 Tampat Jual Cd Because I Want To Buy Prison Break , Beauty And The Geek , Topgear , Heroes , sweet 16 , American Got Talents And Many More.. Then My Father Didn't Gave Me Money.. I Only Got $20 Its Not Enough..

Third Zifah Is Asking Me Question About Something And I Can't Explain To her Whats On My Mind.. Its Just That Im Not Ready.. I Don't Even Know If She Was Serious Just Now.. I Thought She Have Someone Else Like Limin , Aizat or Zul Or Alex... I Don't Know Why Did She Picked Me? Im Not The Best.. But I Appricate It.. Haven't Finish Talking With Her YET

Fourth , Ugama School The Place I Hate Most.. But I Try To Act Happy Just Now.. People Say Im Too Sensetive.. Bila Dorang Ucap Sikit Aku Mrah or Tagur.. Haha Then Today I Try Not To.. Soo Ada Tia CNajib.. Mengucap Family Ku Gay.. Aku Gay.. Kawan Ku Gay.. Bapa Ku Gay.. Urgh Gila.. I Don't I Think I want To Fight With Him.. Because I Don't Want Him To Tell The Teachers.. And Twist The Real Story Like Last Time..

Fifth . What Is Happening To Me.. I Have No Respect.. Not Polite.. Not Smart.. Not Patient.. Not Studying.. Im Soo Not The Same As What Other People Is.. They Got A Happy Family.. Not Like Mine.. I Got No One To Talk To At Home.. I Barely See My Sister And My Twin Brother.. Im Always Away From Home.. I Always been Kicked Out Of My Parents Room.. My little Brothers And Sister Is Trying To Destroying Me By Blaming Something I Didn't Do.. My Family Is Like Leaving Me.. Cool Down.. I Get Over It

Sixth , Iloveyou... Im Depressed About That.. You Know Zifah.. I Do.. But That Only reason I Didn't Ask You... Is Because You Got Someone else.. Some other Guys... I can't Find Another Girl.. That's Like You... Its Depressing...

I Would Like To Let You Go But I Will Be In Misery.. If Leaving You Makes You Happy.. Every Second Of My Misery is Worth For You Being Happy.. I Should Be Happy Also With Miseries Inside

Bored xp

I was Fucking Bored.. Soo I Did My Hair Just Now.. And Take A Picuture HAha.. Showoff... Haha Not Really Nice.. I Look Like A Jerk Got Slap.. haha.. I Think Its Not The Best But What The Heck:p





Soo Urgh My Mib Balum Siap.. Gila.. Bm.. Im Not Ready.. Shit.. Pressure.. And Cikgu Jafaar Said 'Ada Tekniknya Tuu' lol ahha..

Soo Now I gtg Busy.. And.. Bye See ya guys

Tommorow Apa Ada?

Tommorow Skulah pagi.. Ada presentation.. aaa Mib.. Urgh aku lagi Punya Turn.. omg.. Balum lagi Ku Buat.. And Bm. Presentation Jua Aku. Jua Lagi Punya Turn.. haha.. buat Pantun..

Btw Today my Sister panggil orang Kan Makan2.. Cuz Esuk ia Ke London.. balik.. Haha.. boring ni eyh.. ia ndaa.. Bh im bored have alot of work to do.. soo Bye

Yes!!!

Omg I Can Play Gunz.. and My Home.. Haha.. yes.. Finnally.. I Won't come Of The seat Im Gonna Play That Damn Game.. FOrever.. Haha.. YES!!!

This Is One Cool Song

All Time Low : Remembering Sunday

The Song Is Cool.. And Lil Bit Long its Like The New Version Of Guardian Angel ahha. Soo Here's The Lyrics.. And You Guys Should Hear This Song On Youtube Or Download it Somehow iTs very Romantic..

Basicly This Song Is A Story.. About A Him Meets A Girl Which Was With Another Guy And fall In Love And The Next Day She Died In A Crash.. probally He's Just Sad.. And Maid This Song To Tell What happend..

Woke up from dreaming
And put on his shoes
Starting making his way past 2 in the morning
He hasn't been sober for days
Leaning out into the breeze
Remembering Sunday he falls to his knees
They had breakfast together
But two eggs don't last like the feeling of what he needs
Now this place is familiar to him
She pulls on his hand with a devilish grin
She led him upstairs, she led him up stairs
Left him dying to get in

Forgive me I’m trying to find
My calling, I’m calling at night
Don’t mean to be a bother
But have you seen this girl?
She’s been running through my dreams
And its driving me crazy it seems
I’m gonna ask her to marry me

Even though she doesn’t believe in love
He’s determined to call her bluff
Who can deny these butterflies
They’re filling his gut
Waking the neighbors
Unfamiliar faces he pleads though he tries
But he’s only tonight
Now he’s dying to get inside

Forgive me I’m trying to find
My calling, I’m calling at night
Don’t mean to be a bother
But have you seen this girl?
She’s been running through my dreams
And its driving me crazy it seems
I’m gonna ask her to marry me

The neighbors said she moved away
Funny how it rained all day
I didn’t think much of it then
But it started to all make sense
Oh I can see now
That all of these clouds
Are following me in my desperate endeavor
To find my who ever
Where ever she may be

[Juliet Simms:]
I'm not coming back
I've done something so terrible
I’m terrified to speak the truth you'd expect that from me
I’m mixed up, I’ll be blunt
Now the rain is just washing you out of my hair
And out of my mind
keeping an eye on the world
So many thousands of feet off the ground
I'm over you now I'm not home in the clouds
Showering over your hair

[Alex Gaskarth:]
I guess ill go home now
I guess ill go home now
I guess ill go home now
I guess ill go home now

Bored..

Hey Guys Im Gonna Tell You ABout My Favourite Drummer.. Of Alll Because Im Soo Jobless Ryte Now.. haha.. He's The Rev.. Picuture Below

He's Not That Bad.. He's Ver Playfull.. He's Form Avenged sevenfold.. He's A Very Funny Guy.. Sriously.. He's Not The Serious.. In That Picture.. Thats Just A Post.. And His Voice.. Is Driffirent Lyke And Alien haha.. Thats What Makes It Cool... The Coolest Drum's SOund He Made.. And Still he's very Funny.. He's Quite Tall.. Now The He's Scary Sometimes.. But He's Not That Emo.. Or bad.. Or Even Gay.. He's Just soo Cool

haha.. Very Different.. I Heard He Weight Like A Girl.. ABout 110 Pounds.. Haha.. He Have A cool Hair.. Now Picture Below is A Picuture. of A7x..

The Greeb Cap Is Shadow.. Which Is The Singer.. His Throat Bleeds at 2007 because Of Screaming Too hard.. Ouch!!

The Purple Black Shirt.. Is The Rev.. Told You He's Not Serious.. haha He's The COolest Drummer

The Black Hat Is synyster Gates.. He's The Crazy Guy Behind A7x.. With The Greatest Guitar Solo.. And The Master Of Being Drunk.. He's The Lead Guitarist

The Emo Long Hair Behing The Rev.. Is Zacky Vengance.. He's The Rythm Guitar Player.. He Rocks Mostly Likly Like Sysyster Gates...

The Short Hair At The Very Behind Is Jonny He's The Bassist.. Not Really Famous Haha..

Hey Guys.. Again.. Haha.. soo i Got This Boring Thing And Nothing To Do Feeling Soo.. I Wanna Tell You Guys More About My All Time Favourite Guitarist.. Haha.. Jobless wAh Aku Ani.. hehehe.. Soo Now..This Is

Zacky Vengence:

From The Avenged Sevenfold.. He Is A Serious Guy , But When It Comes To Being Drunk.. He Is Crazy Wahaha..

This Is Zacky Vengence

He's A Playfool Person Not Serious Not Polite...Just The Funnyest Guy In The World Haha.. And He;s The Lead Guitarist Form Avenged Sevenfold.. even The Hardest Solo In The A7x Song Is Sick.. he's A Playfool Person

This Is Pete Wentz

From Fall Out Boys.. He's Funny.. His Hair Rocks.. His Scream Is Sick.. He's A Bassist.. It Maybe Lame.. But He The Most Crazyiest Guys In FoB

devilish Screen :p

hye guys... what im gonna tell you is the worst thing i've ever try to say... Im Want To STUDY!! And Be The Good Person.. Haha... This Is gonna Be Hard.. yes Thrusday Tidur Akhir.. But Tommorow I Got Extra class.. urgh Buring Ni.. awal lagi dtng.. Jus Now I Went To School Skulah Pagi Smsh.. Aaa.. I Was A lil bit happy After What Naj Said To Me Something About Being Patient,Respect Others.. and All The Good Guys Things. Thanks Naj.. Aaa.. I Donno apa Ada Arah Skulah Ugama.. because Just Now I Was Absent And Eksen Tidur... With My Broken Hand Celotaped.. ahah.. Im Soo Reasonfull..haha.. Ok... Zifah Was Nice Today(Finally..) Soo.. Naj Is Mad at me.. Hoping She Forgive me(Pls!) I Meet Hazirah Tyme balik Skulah Ugama..(I Didn't Came Soo I Went To The Cyber On The Wrong TIME!!) Meet Her And Said Hye.. Hehe..

Sometimes people Hate Me When I Said 'I Want To change' They were Like.. Soo mad... haha.. ok im busy now.. Mkn Maggi... and.. I Got A new Objective Also... I last Time weight About 60kg.. now im 50kg... soo i want to bee 45 kg.. soo the chicks Will Dig Me:p.. haha. ok kan Makan Maggi ni. Bye guys. love you all (except the boys.. that would be gay) Haha

Im Stupid

Urgh!!! I Hate My Self.. I Hate That Poeple Hate Me For Me To be To Hate Full , This Year Is The Hell , Im Surely Gonna Kill The Next Guy Who Makes My Life Worst.. Im Soo Stupid!!!!> Palui jua Eyh.. Tangan Sudahpatah... Payah kan mengantam orang.. Shit!!!.. Your Are Soo Making Me Living In Hell.. Pls Stop Hating Me Guys.. Pls.. if My Hand Heals.. Im Sure Im Gonna Use It.. Welll.. Urgh.. Everything Is Ruin.. Now I Need.. To Do Something.. people keep on ruining my life... my does god let this happend.. I Hate Everything What I Do.. I Just Seems Soo Wrong Everything Is Wrong.. I Really Have To Go.. God.. Give Me Another Chance.. I Need To Do Something That I did Wrong.. And I Want To Prevent IT.. God.. Kill Me If You Want To.. I have Nothing Left To Do..

It Leds Me Up To This

Soo Skulah Pagi... Hate It..

Skulah Ugama hate IT Soo Much.. Everybody Hates Me.. Because Im Lame , Poklen , Cawir , Emo , Gay.. Urgh I Don't Know Why They call me That.. But I Don't Care.. it Leds Me Up To This.. Im Gonna Change School.. To Kilana Ugama School.. i Think That School Rocks... I've Been There For 3 years... Now Im Comming Back.. I Can Meet My old Friends Again.. And I Won't Be Hated.. Like SUPMAM(ugama Bengkurong) Hated Me , They Really Never Care About Me , Monk My Fathers name , Hate Me because Im Just To Emo , Thinks Im Stupid , They Will Soon See What Happend To Them And Me.. especially you guys

Im Gonna Ask my Parents.. First.. Soo I Can.. if I Ask.. Theres No Worry Guys.. You Will Be Happy When Im Gone.. And Im Not Lying..

Going There Will Be New.. But I Can Handle It Rather Than Being hated.. hmm? Im Going With My Friends Also.. yang Dari SUPMAM/.. if dorang jdi.. aku ON ..

Im Changing School!!!!

The Greatest Story Of All.. In Life And Time

Another Boy girl Situations.. Haha Sorry To Waste Your Time And Again This Is Mine.. And Dadicated To Someone also.. hope this is much more more better


Boy: baby we need to talk

Girl: kyle, wat do u mean?

Boy: sumthin has come up...

Girl: wat? Wuts wrong? Is it bad?

Boy: i dont want to hurt u baby

Girl: *thinks* omg i hope he doesnt break up with me... I love him so much

Boy: baby are you there??

Girl: yea im here wut is so important??

Boy: im not sure if i should say

Girl: well u already brought it up, so please just tell me.

Boy: im leaving....

Girl: baby wut are u talking about?? I dont want u to leave me, i love you

Boy: not like that, i mean im moving far away

Girl: why? All of ur famliy lives over here.

Boy: well my father is sending me away to a boarding skool far away.

Girl: i cant believe this.

[FATHER: (picks up tha other fone, interrupts & yells furiously) ERiKA, wat did i tell you about talking to boys?!!!!!....Get off the damn fone!! (And hangs up)]

Boy: wow ur father sounds really mad

Girl: u know how he gets, but anywayz i dont want you to go

Boy: would you run away with me?

Girl: baby, u know i would, i would do anything for u, but i cant... U dont know wut would happen if i did. My dad would kill me !!

Boy: *sad* its ok i understand i guess..

Girl: *thinking* i cant believe wuts going on

Boy: i need to give u sumthing 2nite b/c i am leaving on flight 1-80 in tha morning, so i need to see you now.

Girl: ok i will sneak out & meet u at tha park

Boy: ok ill meet u there in 20min

[They meet at a nearby park, they both hug eachother. And he gives her a note.]

Boy: here u go, this is for you i gotta go.

Girl: *tear* (begins to cry)

Boy: baby dont cry, u know i love you...but i have 2 go

Girl: ok (begins to walk away)

[They both go back home. And erika begins to read tha letter he gave her]

It says.....

Erika,

U probably already know that im leaving, i knew this would be better if i wrote a letter explaining tha truth about how much i care about you. The truth is, is that i never loved you, i hated you so much, u are my bitch and dont u ever forget that. I never cared about you, and never wanted to talk to you, n be around u. U really have no clue how much i hate you. Now that im leaving i thought u should know that i hate you bitch, u never did tha right thing, and u were never there. I didnt think i could hate someone as much as i hate you. And i never want to see you, for the rest of my life, i will never miss kissing you like before, i never want to cuddle up, how we used to. I will not miss you and thats a promise. U never had my love, and i want you to remember that. Bitch u keep this letter bcuz this may be tha last thing u have from me. I hate you so much. i will not talk to you soon bitch.... Goodbye
- Kyle

[ erika begins to cry, she throws tha paper in tha garbage & crys for hours ]

....A day passes, she is sad, depressed and she feels so lonely.... Then she gets a fone call....

Friend: how are u feeling?

Girl: i just cant believe this happend i thought he loved me.

Friend: o, about that. Kyle left me a msg. A few days ago. He told me to tell u to look in ur jacket pocket or something...

Girl: ummm ok

[She finds a piece of paper in tha jacket, It says...]

Baby i hope u find this before u read my letter. I knew ur dad might read it, so i switched a few words...

Hate = Love

Never = Alwayz

Bitch = Baby

Will not= will

........ I hope u didnt take that seriously because i love you with all my heart, and it was so hard to let you go thats y i wanted u to run away with me...

-Kyle]


Girl: omg its a letter, Kyle does love me!!, he must of slipped it into my pocket when he hugged me. I cant believe how stupid I am!!

Friend: lol ok but i g2g... Call me later

Girl: *happy*ok bye, i'll be at home waiting for my baby to call me !!

...... Erika turns tha T.V. on......

[Breaking news] 'An airplane has crashed. Over 47 young boys died, we are still searching for Survivors...This is a tragedy we will never forget, this plane was flight 1-80...it was on its way to an all boys boarding school...' Reporter says.

[ she turns off the tv....3 days later, she kills herself, because of tha fact that Kyle was dead & she had nothing to Live for... ]

....A day after that the fone rings. Nobody answers. It was Kyle, he called to leave a msg. 'Its Kyle, i guess ur not home so, I called 2 let u know that im alive, i missed my flight b/c i had 2 see u one last time. So i hope ur not worried. I am staying for good. Sorry if u got scared, i promise 2 make it up 2 u everything will be a be ok i love you so much...call me asap bye!

Something To Try

I Hate To Do This But.. I NEED TO START STUDYING HARD!!!!

Omg I've Been Ignoring School Soo Much That I Forgot Everything I Learn Shit I Have To Do Bad Things Like Studying And Hearing What Teachers Are saying Because If Im Too Late I'll Be The Most Stupidest Person In The World.. OMG!!! I Need To Study.. Shit EYH..

By The Way If You Guys Want To Know My Critical Danger In My Life Read Below :-

1.The Burning Shirt
Tyme Hariraya I Play Some Fireworks And I Put 3 or 4 Lighters In The Box (which was Tought Full Soo I Won't Burn it Or Lose It) After Ten Minutes I Got Bored Playing The Fire Works , I Burn The Box Where The Lighters Is.. And The Everything Explodes And Burn Including My Shirt Soo I Panic And I Take It Of As Quicky As Possible And Some Of My Hair Is Burn , This Happend When I Was 8 I Think Soo:p

2.The Embarassing/Worst Thing ever
When I Was Young , Swimming , when I want To Use The Float Thing . Soo The Story Is.. I Was At The Water In Somewhere Swimming Pool Thing , i Want To Borrow My Causin Float(I Was Young Guys) and When I Want To Put It In.. You Know The Legs:p.. I Flip And My Both Of My Legs Was Stuck In The Float And My face Was upside Down(in the water).. And My Legs Was Up(Not In The Water) I Was Trap And Almost drown.. Or Dead.. I Quickly tear Up The Float for Me To Be Alife(As In For Me To Float again ehhe) Well Im Safe

3.My Spine Is Not Straight
Soo When I Was a kid.. My Twin Brother bully e By Take My Legs And Spin Me Around Freely In A Crowd Room.. I Was Having Fun Until My Spine Hit One Of The Bed's Legs.. and Now My Spine isn't Straight As The Others.. I mean Not The same Hmm? Whatever haha

4.I Burn My House
Soo I Was Cooking something , And I Pour Oil On The Pan Almost Full.. And I On The Fire Fully Full Full.. and Ten Minutes Later The Oil Is Over Heated And The Oil Cought On Fire(how the Did that happend? i donno) And The Fire Was Getting Bigger Until It Reach To The Upper Cupboard haha.. and when i want to give water(to cool it down) The Fire gets Bigger... It Was hell But Nothing Got Burn.. hehe

5. a crack on my hand
I was mad at school and i punch the wall , i broke my hand.. i mean a crack , soo the afternoon i didn't want to go xray FOREVER!!.. it won't heal soo i'll be like this FOREVER!!!

6.The Super Glue Trick(Don't Try This)
I Step On A Knife.. And Bleeds Until We Can See The Blood Vessel (which Was Soo Critical I Could Die) And I Don't Want To Go The hospital to have "jahitan" Urgh i hate Those Things.. Soo i Was Bleeding Badly.. And My Brothers(The Twin) Use Super Glue to my legs but if the super glue goes in me I'll die Also.. Ugrh Im glad My brothers Were There.. i Still have The Mark On My Leg Though

7.The Broken Glass
A Glass Goes in to my legs( abig one) And It Hurst Soo Fucking badly.. And I was crying Until My cousin came And Cut My Leg A little bit To Take The glass From my legs IT HURTS!!

Ok These Are SOME!! Only.. Hehe Bye

Hmmmmm?

It has Been One Week Or So I Didn't update Sorry GUys!!.. Hehe.. Ok Now.. Hmm? Nothing To Tell and Lazy whatever! bye guys

Hmm? Im Bored

Urgh Today School. Its Was boring And Frustrating And Depressing For me.. Hmm No Need To Tell Does Storys The Important Thing Is Im Not.. I hate school.. I Just 1 Day Away From It I'll Be Happy Just One Day Of Relaks because I Need A Break Urgh

Im Sorry

Hmm? Zifah Im Really Sorry , I Know This Is Useless But I Want To Say That Im Soo Sorry , I Don't Know Whats Going On? And What Are U Doing? Or Even What Are You Trying To Do? Its Just That You Never Care , Loving You Was Wrong I Guess , Hmm? I Give Up..

Escape The Fate : Harder Then You Know (Dedicated To You & Its For You Zifah)

You said this could only get better.
There's no rush, 'cause we have each other.
You said this would last forever,
But now i doubt if i was your only lover.

Are we just lost in time?
I wonder if your love's the same.
'Cause i'm not over you

Baby, don't talk to me.
I'm trying to let go
Not loving you is harder then you know.
'Cause girl your driving me so crazy

How can i miss you if you never would stay?
If you need time i guess I'll go away.
Inside me now there's only heartache and pain!
So where's the fire?
You've begun the rain.

Are we just lost in time?
I wonder if your love's the same
'cause i'm not over you!

Baby, don't talk to me
I'm trying to let go
Not loving you is harder then you know,
('cause girl your driving me so crazy)

And if you don't want me then
i guess i'll hav'ta go!
Not loving you is harder then you know.

YEAH!

So I'll make the call,
and I'll leave you today
I'm gona miss you 'cause i love you baby
Yeah, I'll make the call
I'm leaving today

Leaving always drives me crazy!
Leaving always drives me crazy!

Baby, don't talk to me
I'm trying to let go.
Not loving you is harder
Then you know,

YEAH!

Baby, don't talk to me
i'm trying to let go (I'm tring to let go)
Not loving you is harder
Then you know,
('cause girl your driving me so crazy)

and if you don't want me then
i guess i'll havt'a go! (I guess I'll hav'ta go)
not loving you is harder then you know
(girl your driving me so crazy)

Baby, don't talk to me
i'm trying to let go.
Not loving you is harder, then you know,
girl your driving me so crazy.

Hmm?

Sorry Again For The Long! Post.. aaa I Was Bored That Time.. Now.. I Got Nothing To Do.. And To Say.. I Have To aaa Gtg

My New Quote

Mun Inda Tau Apa Erti Emo Atuu Diam Saja Waa.. ConTented Homo!!

Btw SORRY FOR THE LONG POST!! HEEHEE

Fuck You Najib!! haha

A HeartBreak From A Forgotten Lover

Hey Guys.. I Was Wondering.. Would It Be Nice To Write A Story? I Mean A Long Story.. Haha.. At This Post I Will Be Doing A Story That Came Originaly Form My Dumb Brain.. Haha.. Let See Hmm.. I Start 9.55pm.. Lets See When I Finish.. PLS READ THIS!!.. Haha And Sorry If Its Not Logic Or Not Fun Ok? This Story Is Call

A Heart Break From A Forgotten Lover!

There Were Two People Or Main Characters In this Story.. This Is A Dedicated story But I Don't want To Say The Names.. So I Use Boy And Girl:p

The 2 People Is Studying In One School Soo This Boy Had A Crush On Her , The Girl . He Was Trying To Ask The Girl To Be His Girlfriend , But He's Shy And Afraid That She Would Laugh . Both Of Them Are Closed Friends , But The Boy Feels Different When There Close Together Since He Start Loving Her . Eventually He appoarch Her With a Smile

Boy:Hye
Girl:Hye , How Are You?
Boy:Emm Fine , You?
Girl: Yeah Me 2
Boy:(In His Heart)Urgh! She's Asking Me Alot A Question Im Getting Nervous.. Hmm? Maybe Not Today..
Boy:Soo Bye Aaa.. I got 2 Go
Girl: Ok.. Takecare
Boy: (He Start Blushing) You To.. (And Turns Around With a Smile And Walk Away)
Girl:(Whisper To Herself) Hmm? whats Wrong With Him? I Spent Time With Him Soo Much.. Im Starting to like Him Or Soo? Hmmm? Nayh!

Later On The Boy Sits At his Table , Pretended To Sleep (Just To Actract Her attention).. Eventually The Girl Appoarch Her.. With A Worried Face..

Girl:Are You Ok?
(The Boy Didn't Reply?)
Girl:Hmm? Hello?
(The Girl Touch Him And He Was Shocked)
Boy: Aaa Yes? Im Ok
Girl: Owh Im Glad
Boy: Soo What Brings You Here?
Girl: I Was Wondering...
Boy: yes?
Girl: Do You Like Me?
Boy: (He Was Confuse) Hmm? Yes!
(The Girl Didn't Reply And She Walks Away)

The Boy Was Confuse And He Didn't Feel Happy . And The Girl Was Sad , Crying Even When Lesson Start The Girl Still Is Sitting There being Sad . The Boy Is Wondering , WHY?!?

The Next Day He ask The girl whats Worng

Boy:Hye , Are You Ok Yesterday?
Girl: Yea I Am
Boy: Soo Why Are You Sad?
Girl Hmm I Think Is Not The Ryte Time..
Boy: Owh , can You Just tell me?
Girl: Ok but I Have To Ask You A Qeustion
Boy: What?
Girl: Do You Love Me?
Boy: Yes I Do!
Girl: Why?
Boy: Huh? Hmm I Think Its Because That Cute Smart And Friendly
Girl: Owh
Boy: Why Did You Ask That?
Girl: Im Sorry..
Boy: Huh?
(The Girl Walks Away)

The Boy Was Soo Mad At Himself And He bang The Doors , Throw His Pen, Punch The Walls, Smash The tables Just To Let The Strees Go.. When He Got Tired , He Sat down And His Tears Drop Feel Down Slowly.. Soon The Girl Felt Sad For Him And She Appoarch Her

Girl:Hey, I Got a Confession To Make?
Boy:Huh? What?
Girl: First Im Sorry That I Make You Mad And Sad At The Same Time And Its Not Your Fault
Boy: Then Why Did You Walk Away?
Girl: Because I Never To Say This
Boy: Say What?
Girl: I Love You But....
Boy: Really? But What
Girl: Yes I Do , But Im Not Available , Im With Someone Else And Were In love Im sorry
Boy: WERE YOU TRYING TO HELP?!? Or WHAT!?!?
(The Boy Walks Away)
Girl:(She Shouted) IM SORRY!!!!

The Boy Was Depressed And Frustrated , His Friend Want To Cheer Him Up Soo This Is How The Converstaion Goes:p

Friend: Hey! , Why Are You Down Soo much?
boy: Does It Matter?
Friend: No
Boy: Then Why Are U Here?
Friend; I Just Want To Know Why
Boy: Owh
Friend; Soo Are You Gonna Tell Me?
Boy: Hmm?
Friend Pls?
Boy: Ok
Friend: Yes!

Soo The boy tells His Friend Everything And What Happend , His friend Feels Bad For Him , Soo He Wanted To Do A Favor For The Boy.. And tell Her(TheGirl)

Friend:Hey
Girl:Hye , Is He Ok?
Friend: Aaa... Not Realy
Girl: Whats His Problem?
Friend: Urgh! U Don't Have A Clue Don't You
Girl What are You talking AbouT !?
Friend: He got A Crush On you
Girl: Huh? Really? And...?
Friend: He Was Going To Tell You That If You Want To Be His Girlfriend The Other Day..
Girl: Why Didn't He?
Friend 1. You Got A Boyfriend 2. He Was Shy and 3. He Loves You!
Girl: Owh... Can You Tell Him Im Sorry..
Friend Yea.. yea...

As Times Go By... The Girl And The Boy Started To Talk And Be Close Friends Again.. And Also As Times Go by She And Her Boyfriend Broke Up! She Was Sad A crying The Boy Comes And Try To Cheer her Up

Boy:Hye
Girl:(*Crying*)
Boy:Its Ok , You Find Another One
Girl: you really think soo?
Boy:I'll Bet That You'll Find Someone Perfect For you.. ( He Actually Was Talking about him)
Girl: Owh... Thanks
Boy:Your Welcome, Iloveyou
Girl: Thank You
Boy (Why Doesn't She Said Iloveyou2 ?) (And Walks Away)

Also As Times Goes By... They talk During Break Time

Girl:Hye , Guess What?
Boy: What!?(In Happy Voice)
Girl: I GOT A NEW BOYFRIEND!!! And He's Perfect!
Boy:Owh.. That Great! (OWH SHYT!)
(The Boy Became Sad And Began To Think That She Never Knows That He Loves Her)
Girl: Its That Great!!?
Boy: Yes Of Course.. Hehe(With A Sad Voice Fading)

The Boy Starts To Ignore The Girl For A While... I Don't Know Why? Hehe:p

A Few Months Later! Last Day Of School!! And The Boy Had A Big News And Planning To Kiss Her , But that Time The Girl And The Boyfriend Still Together In Love(L)

Boy:Hye
Girl:Hye
Boy:Im Gonna Miss You!
Girl: Hmm? Thanks
Boy:(Change To A Sad Voice)Look I got A Thing To Tell You
Girl:What?(Worrying Face Is On)
Boy:Im Not Gonna Be Here After The Holiday...(Starts Crying)
Girl:What! Huh? Really? Omg!!(Cries 2)
Boy: Im Seriously I Never Thought That This Would Happend But It Is
Girl: Are U trying To leave Me Here Alone?
Boy: Huh? I Didn't!! I thought You Have Him
Girl: Well Yeah.. But Your My closest Friend
Boy: Owh.. Ok.. Im Sorry
(The Girl Soon Cheer Up And They Smile And Look In the eyes)

The Boy Plans to Kiss Her But He Was Nervous And Didn't..

Boy:Iloveyou
Girl:Iloveyou2
Boy:Aren't Your Boyfriend Going To Be Mad?
Girl: He Won't Know
(start To holds Hand)
Boy: Im Sorry
Girl:Its Ok , Bye.. Im gonna miss you
Boy: Bye.. Miss You 2

(They both cry And Leaves Into a Seperate Way)

The Boy Was Going To Kiss her... But When He Looks Back Her Boyfriend Were there And She Was Smiling.. Then They Kiss , The Boy Was Sad And Starts To feel A Breeze A lonely Winds(WTH??)

The Boy Says To Him Self: What Does He have That I Don't? I Love Her Longer Than Him , But Why She Never Notice Me , I really Love Her , And The Last Thing We Said Was A Only Bye.. I Will Never See Her Again... I HATE HER!!!!!!!!

As Times goes By 4 Years Later The Boy Went To College , after A Few Months Later.. There's A New Girl In The Class.. And The Greatest Thing Happend.. I Was Her!, The Girl!, His Dream Girl!.. He Was Happy And Emmedietly Approach Her And Talks To her

Boy: Hye Still remember Me?
Girl:Hye , Hmm I Donno?
Boy: How About This ? Iloveyou!
Girl:Owh Its You!!!
(They Hug)

And Eventually They Life happly Ever after But Wait? I Haven Done yet

They Fall In Love , Get Together , Until The End , And Get Married ,

Actually The Title Is

A HEARTBREAK FROM A FORGOTTEN LOVER AND HAVE A HAPPY ENDING!

haha

Sooo Guys Sorry To Waste Your Time Hehe Bye.. btw I Took Almost ! Hour to Do this... Look! 10:50 pm haha

Bored Like Always Duh!

Soo I Heard This Song.. Yang C Zifah Selalu Sing.. Like 24 hrs.. Haha Soo I Got Hook To This Song Is Nice..

Taylor Swift :- Love Story


We were both young when I first saw you.
I close my eyes and the flashback starts:
I'm standing there on a balcony in summer air.

See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns.
See you make your way through the crowd
and say hello;

Little did I know
That you were Romeo; you were throwing pebbles,
And my daddy said, "Stay away from Juliet."
And I was crying on the staircase,
begging you, 'Please, don't go.'

And I said,
"Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'

So I sneak out to the garden to see you.
We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew.
So close your eyes; escape this town for a little while.
'Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter,
And my daddy said "Stay away from Juliet,"
But you were everything to me; I was begging you, 'Please, don't go,'

And I said,
"Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'

Romeo save me; they're tryin' to tell me how to feel.
This love is difficult, but it's real.
Don't be afraid; we'll make it out of this mess.
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'

Oh.

I got tired of waiting,
Wondering if you were ever comin' around.
My faith in you was fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town.

And I said,
"Romeo save me - I've been feeling so alone.
I keep waiting for you but you never come.
Is this in my head? I don't know what to think-"

He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring and said,
"Marry me, Juliet. you'll never have to be alone.
I love you and that's all I really know.
I talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress;
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'

Oh, oh.

We were both young when I first saw you..

Long Song And.. Pretty Easy To Get Bored With:p haha.. Soo Today Aku Inda Suklah Gama.. Aaa Aku Malas.. And Alasan ku Sakit Tangan.. Urgh Im Soo Bored.. Menyasal ku inda skulah Hari Ani..

I Need Her Soo Much.. This Is What I Need,Please?..

This Us A Song And We Will Sing It To You!
We Can Sing Our Own.. But What Would It Be Without You!

I Am Really Out Of Topic.. Hahhaa

Gila!!

This Song Makes Me Soo Happy... I Can't Think Straight.. Haha.. My Head.. Keeps On Thinking ABout Love And Friendship.. This Song Is Soo Cool Any Mind Freshing.. My Heart By

Bored!!

Soo Im Soo Bored Nothing To Do.. Jobless.. Hearing Music Sja.. Im Soo Sad Ryte Now.. Nothing Is Right.. I Wish.. Everybody Understands Me.. Soo.. Hmm I Win.. and Najib Lose.. FCEG Is Nothing But An UnExisted Lame Crew... i Got My Enemy On My Side.. And now.. I Just Have To Ignore Him For THE Rest Of My life(Smily Face)

Thanks God... U Made My Wish Comes True.. Najib Will be Down Forever... Haha... My Next Wish Is.. Hmm?.. I Want Her Soo much.. This Heart,Its Beats,Its Beats For Only You!!..

I Love My Super Power.. Haha.. I love To Scream-Mo.. And Thats Doesn;t Make Me Emo!!.. Najib.. U Make Me Happy.. Because.. U Are Soo Stupid:p

Ok Bah Adang.. krang Ketulahan Krang Ku balik.. Haha.. Soo gtgg Bye!!.. Owh Yea.. I Got This Cool cristian song(Iguess).. Don't Hate Me.. Its Form....

AVANGED SEVENFOLD:- Beast And The Harlot

This shining city built of gold, a far cry from innocence,
There's more than meets the eye round here, look to the waters of the deep.
A city of evil.
There sat a seven-headed beast, ten horns raised from his head.
Symbolic woman sits on his throne, but hatred strips her and leaves her naked.
The Beast and the Harlot.

She's a dwelling place for demons.
She's a cage for every unclean spirit,
every filthy bird, and makes us drink the poisoned wine to fornicating with our kings.
Fallen now is Babylon the Great.

The city dressed in jewels and gold, fine linen, myrrh with pearls.
Her plagues have come all at once as her mourners watch her burn.
Destroyed in an hour.
Merchants and captains of the world, sailors, navigators too.
Will weep and mourn this loss with her sins piled to the sky,
The Beast and the Harlot.

She's a dwelling place for demons.
She's a cage for every unclean spirit,
every filthy bird, and makes us drink the poisoned wine to fornicating with our kings.
Fallen now is Babylon the Great.

The day has come for all us sinners.
If you're not a servant, you'll be struck to the ground.
Flee the burning, greedy city.
Lookin' back on her to see there's nothing around.

I don't believe in fairytales and no one wants to go to hell.
You've made the wrong decision and it's easy to see.
Now if you wanna serve above or be a king below with us,
You're welcome to the city where your future is set forever.

She's a dwelling place for demons.
She's a cage for every unclean spirit,
every filthy bird, and makes us drink the poisoned wine to fornicating with our kings.
Fallen now is Babylon the Great.

She's a dwelling place for demons.
She's a cage for every unclean spirit,
every filthy bird, and makes us drink the poisoned wine to fornicating with our kings.
Fallen now is Babylon the Great.


The Hardest Song To Memories.. Actually.. This Is My Favourite Song.. After Paramore My Heart

My Heart by Paramore

I am finding out that maybe I was wrong
That I've fallen down and I can't do this alone

Stay with me, this is what I need, please?

Sing us a song and we'll sing it back to you
We could sing our own but what would it be without you?

I am nothing now and it's been so long
Since I've heard the sound, the sound of my only hope

This time I will be listening.

Sing us a song and we'll sing it back to you
We could sing our own but what would it be without you?

This heart, it beats, beats for only you
This heart, it beats, beats for only you

This heart, it beats, beats for only you
My heart is yours

This heart, it beats, beats for only you
My heart is yours
(My heart, it beats for you)

This heart, it beats, beats for only you (It beats, beats for only you)
My heart is yours (My heart is yours)

This heart, it beats, beats for only you (Please don't go now, please don't fade away)
My heart, my heart is yours (Please don't go now, please don't fade away)

(Please don't go now, please don't fade away) My heart is yours
(Please don't go now, please don't fade away) My heart is yours
(Please don't go, please don't fade away)
(Please don't go now, please don't fade away) My heart is...

Fuckers & Losers

1. najib.

A Reply From His Massage

Haha Gay Ko ANi EYh.. JElous Tuu.. Gtau Jaa.. Barigali sja.. Minta Antam.. Krang Bwa Bpa.. Gay. Jua Tuu.. JElous Gtau Ja,, Tampr ko krang.. ko tuu.. aku inda emo... brimalu sja.. ko ckp aku emo.. peydah.. cawir.. hari ISnin Mati Ko.. Promise.. Haha.. JElous Woo Cawir.. poklen.. Ciplak.. Kurus Cicak.. Pindik.. Gf Banci Ia.. Haha Malu Sja Ko.. Gf Mu Lgi.. Bnci Kau.. Sdng2 th.. ko yang kana bnci
Bukan aku.. malu sja.. cawir jua tuu crew mu ah.. FCEG.. Nda Orang tau papa.. Kesian.. Sudah tah jelous.. loveless lagi.. haha.. Poklen ko ni eyh.. HOW CAN YOU LIVE YOUR LIVE IF EVERYONE HATES YOU? haha.. Malu kan diri sja.. taiming di skulah.. kana Antam Gtau Bapa.. CAWIR!!! ko ah.. Woo!!... Bdn Dmit.. English Broken.. Kana tulak.. GUgur.. Mcm Gay jua tuu

She In My Mind Soo Badly

I Love You Zifah... I Miss You Zifah... I Need You Zifah... I'm Crazy About You Zifah... I Wanna Merry You Zifah... Zifah I Love You

I Was Bored Ok

I Was Bored And Got Nothing To Do.. hehe Notice That This IS A Webcam Camera.. Sorry For The Bad Quality.. And This IS The Time.. Adter I Straightent My Hair.. And read Below Later





I Bored.. This Is Why I Do This.. Aaa Sorry Not The Best Quality.. But Still I Got The Best.. But





something special



Soo aa I Got Soo Bored.. I Accidentally Have Fun:p... Now When Najib Is Gonna See This He Will Be Like.. C Fikri Emo Gay Cawir Poklen... Well You know What.. Najib Rambut Mu Atuu Inda Sampai Ke Mata Pun Alum.. Mun Jelous Gtau Jaa.. haha Ko Skin Head Gay Boy.. Main Palir Hari2.. haha.. I Got 2 Over..

I Think This Will Shock Everybody.. And Someone will be mad at.. remeber This Is Not Mine.. This Is The Worst Pic Ever:-

The Worst Quality Ever.. but This Is Acutually.. Paraliss.. U Know The Cigeret.. Not Mine But This Is My Brothers.. Grandfather Clock.. Filled With Used Smoking.. DAMN.. When Are They Gonna Die.. after Consumpting All That Tar?.. ahah FYI I Stop Smoking

Im Tired

Urgh.. Where Is Me?

Jelous Ku Eyh Haha

Soo There's Something Really Ackward Just Happend.. Tdi Pagi C Zifah Ckp My Brother.. Bida Sal RambutNya mcm A Really Fuckup Gigolo

And He Turn Into This Cool Guy..

I Swear That Is The Coolest!! Bruneian Hair style I've Ever Seen He Look Likes korean.. haha.. i help him straight.. and with my causin.. haha

a Broken Hand and A Heart:p Hehe..

Soo Today.. My Hand Is "Not Ok" Haha I Got a Bandage Think Yang Macam Stukin.. Haha.. My Hand Skit Sal Tdi Aku Mental And Tumbuk The Wall And It Hurts Like Hell Urgh!! Tdi Zifah Ambung.. Berabis.. And Ia Inda Notice That I Have Feelings For Her


Soo Tadi Skulah Gama.. Aku Akhir Dtng tdi.. sal Ke Hospital.. Haha.. And Sorry Tdi Aku Inda Lyn C Naj.. Hehe Sorry Naj..

Soo Something Is Up

Urgh.. How Can I Tell You that I Want You Soo Much.. I love you.. I Know Im Not Charming,Smart,Handsome And All That.. But I Just Want You.. I Really Love You.. I Want You To Be A Part Of My Life.. I Can't Wait Forever.. Iloveyou

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Soo Today Im happy Because I Messed Up Najib's Nicks.. The Story Is Like This:-

I Was At His cyber Cafe.. And He Ask Me To Sit Next To Him (Cuz He's Gay) Then He Was Soo Annoying.. Like Hell.. , And I was waiting For Him To Move Away From His Monitor.. Then Sometime later.. He Has To Buy Stationaries Downstair.. And There's My Shot.. I Change His Nick Too Something gay-ness.. aha Revenge Is Sweet.. And I Close His Windows Live Messenger Soo He Wouldn't Check it.. and i Didn't Sign Him out.. But Still.. Its Good.. i Bet He Doesn't Notice It Yet Haha

Moving.. He Is Soo Annoying.. That Part.. He Was Talking About His F.C.E.G Lame Crew Thing.. And Again.. The Lamest thing Is.. its Called Fikri-Cawir-Emo-Gay Crew... That The Most Cheezyest,Stupidest,Fucking-ness,lamess and Soo Pokleness.. And He Said That.. Alot Of people Join His Lame Crew thing And Suprisingly He Was Wrong.. I ask Everybody And They Said Wth Is FCEG Crew?? Haha.. He Is Soo A Lier.. Or A Bad Lier.. Haha.. The Only Person I Gurantee Join this Is Himself And C hafizatull.. Which I think Thats Not Alot Of Person.. Haha

Soo Now.. i Plan On Beating Him Up.. on the very last Day Of Ugama Skull Since This Is Our last Year.. Soo What The Fuck.. lets Have Some Fun Hehe.. He'll Get It From Me Tommorow.. and if Doesn't Stop calling Me Emo gay.. I Just Have to beat Him up Every Single Day.. And try To Make Miserable as Hell!!... Haha

News!! I Got New Powers.. I Can Do Scream-Mo But Doesn't Hurt My Throat Hehe.. I know its lame but.. what the heck i don't see you guys do that.. haha.. no offence

i Hate Him Sooooooooooooo Much.. He's Stupid Like His Little Sister.. (My xgf)... haha.. Like brother and sister.. they share the same thing..

Im Bored Guys Sooo Sooo Sooo Bored.. nothing to do.. Soo Now I Know that My ugama Skull Every one hates.. me.. Im Soo Gonna Kill him Twice As Hard..

Bored And Nothing To Do

My Fav Guitarist

5th blink 182 tom

4th Blink 182 mark hoppus

3rd matt tucker bullet for my valentine

2nd zacky vengence A7X

1st FALL OUT BOY... PETE WENTZ!!!!

Next My favourite Drummer Of All Time

5th Paramore Zac

4th Fall Out Boy Andy

3rd Bullet From My Valentine Micheal

2nd The Reff From A7x

1st Blink 182 travis barker


These Are My Favourite Guitarist And Drummers Of all time haha

Bad News.. He's Gay

Haha.. Soo Not Cheering Up yet After The 139th Worst Day.. And Tommorow Will Be 140th Worst Day I Had... Urgh

Because... c Najib Make A Crew Call FCEG And Guess What Doesn't It Meant? FikriCawirEmoGay(FCEG) He Is Sooo Stupid.. I Hate Him.. And He Bring Soo Many People Into His Fucking Crew.. Like Someone Thats Hate Or Fed Up Or Even Innocent People... Urgh Whatever..

Soo He's Just Ruining My Life.. And This IS The Best Apurtunity(WTH?) To Change And Become Someone Private.. Which I Always Wanted To Be... Urghh Soo Skulah Ugama.. Everybody Join FCEG Soo They All Hate Me Like Hell

Officially 139th Worst Day Owhhh Fuckk

Soo Today Was Like Shit.. I Hate It.. Fuck Man..

Firstly.. Skulah Pagi.. owh Shit.. Awal Geo.. I Hate It Soo Much.. Its Like Hell.. Then Irk I Have To Study Which I Also Hate.. And Tyme Break.. I Got Problems With Zifah,Alimin Sma C Dilah.. And I Was Soo Depress And Frustrated.. But Acting Like Im Not:p Haha.. Not Funny!!

I Hate It When I THINK!! Zifah hates me.. Sometimes Yes Sometimes Not Urgh I love her

Then After The Stupid Break We Have english Which The Teacher Was Soo Mad At Me.. That I Can;t Even Have Any Fucking!! Fun Time.. Urgh.. Im Soo Frustrated Today.. And Then We Have commerce Which Was Boring But Not Meant For me To Hate It.. Aaa I Totallyy Lost My Mod After Break.. Because Of The Smoking Thing.. Czifah Ckp Sal Smoking.. And C Fizatul Gtau C Izzat psl Aku Smoking.. Urgh.. This Is Like Hell.. Fuck You guys.. Get Over It!!.. Ok I SmokeD.. Past Tense!!.. Before.. Not Now.. Urgh.. Shit...

Then Tyme Balik.. People Looks Like They Don't Care About Me.. And I Was Like Fuck Eyh.. I Kick The Praboks Classroom Door... and I Made Silence Soo I Walk Away.. Fuck!! Im Not Emo

Next The Second Place That I Hate.. Ugama Skool... First It was Nothing Important.. To Remember

But The Stupid Things Is.. C Najib That Mother fucker.. Crosser.. Fucker.. Cocky.. Bitch.. Over Confident.. Asshole.. Shitface.. And The People I Hate Most.. Is HIM!!!!

He Is Soo Stupid.. He Is Soo Stupid.. Everyday And Time And Second He Says.. Owh C fikri Emo Gay.. Kulup.. Cawir.. Poklen.. Gay.. Entah Eyh.. Go To Hell!!!.. Banci ku... Bwa Bekelahi Inda Brani.. I Don't Care if You Think That Your Naj's Bf.. Soo That I Can't Bring You To A Fight.. Whatever Fucker..

If The Next Time You'll Say Something About Me In Front Of My Face.. I Promise I'll Surely Slap You As Hard As I Can;t.. If Your To far I'll Chase You Down.. I'll Surely Give You Something... Seriously.. Im Soo Tired Of Being His Pray... Whatever.. Think Twice Next Time.. I Don't Care..

Soo C Sadaatul Also called Me Poklen Cawir And All That Emo gay Stuff... Becaus eOf Najib.. And The Teacher Sna Pun Ikut2 Jua C Najib.. Emo Gay.. Everybody Call Me EMO GAY... Shit.. I Hate My Life Soo Much.. That I Almost Wanna Kill My Self Just Now.. People Will Be Mostly Happy If Im Gone.. Urgh.. That Fuckface Will Get Something From Me.. I;ll Promise That

Soo Since Everybody Ruin My Day.. And Life.. I Should change.. And I Pick.. To Be A Private Life,Shy,a Quiet Kid, A Good Studying Guy, a good Person.. And Something good Duh!!.. Just Don't Get To My Last Nerve.. Urgh Today Is Soo Like Hell

I'll change Starting Saturday.. Because.. Nothing Matters Now.. even if i got friends.. they Still Call Me Somelike emo gay Things.. Soo Theres NoUse To Come To Shcool Except For Studying.. So I'll Change Saturday... and I;ll Be Soo Hear-y... for Najib's Words..And I;ll Kill Him.. Even In Front Of Anybody.. Cause.. He Started It Along Time Ago..

Naj... Your Not The Same... Im Sorry I Want to Be away From You...

Urgh My Life Is Just Soo Stupid Ryte... Now.. And Remember This.. I got Three Words That Would Make People Hate Me More.. Because Of Thinking This


GOD-HATES-ME!!

A New Month

A-P-R-I-L!

Well Yes April A New Month And another Chance For Me 2 Redeem My Self.. And Hopefully Things Change..

Tomorrow Is April Fool.. WHAT EVER!!!.. Haha And Tomorrow I Got Cca Time Skulah Pagi.. And Hopefully.. I Don't Make A Fool Out Of Me.. Like Other Classes Haha..

Bye Wish Me Luck.. Whatever!!

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Depressed

I Really Have A Rough Time At School And Life.. Now I Know Why I Didn't Want To Go To School.. Because Of Friends,Teacher,Me ,Her And The Pasts..

On The Past Breakdown I Had.. This IS The Worst.. I Don't Know What Happend To Me..
Well I Guess I Just Have To Be The "When Lifes Like Hell Just Live It Through"Fikri..

Is This Love Her Thing Is Killing Me? I Really Hate MY Life Ryte Now Urgh..
Im Soo Frustrated And Depressed That She Never Notices Me That I Really Really Really Love Her..

I lost everything when I still think that I have her but I'm a thousands miles away from her just too far enough for her to not notice me

WHY SHE NEVER SEE'S THAT I LOVE HER?

| No One Understands Me |

|This Is A Special Post Because I'm Bored|

I Got A NEW SONG Guys And Her It Is

LaNe-36 :- No One Understands Me

I Wish She Knew That I Was Waiting,
And All This Days That I've Been Thinking,
That I Waited To Long Too See,
If She Would Ask To Get Back With Me,

I Hope That Everything Will Be Normal
Where Everything Will Be More Formal
Since I said A Lot Of Things To you
And I'll Promise I'll Keep Everything MoreTrue

Soooo....

All The Days I Have Spent
And On The Ways I Have Bent
The Smallest Path
That I Can't See
Where You Are Going?
But No One Understands Me

Pls Hold Back
Im More Different
When You See Me
Don't Give The Same Reaction

Sooooo.....

All The Days I Have Spent
And On The Ways I Have bent
The Smallest Path
That I Can't See
Where You are Going?
But No One Undestands Me

Im Sorry
No One Understands Me
Wish Your Here
With Me....

|EnD|

This Song Express My Feelings.. For Her.. Well I Think She Doesn't Know It Yet... Yet That I Actually Love Her... And I Hate It When She Never Notice It... I Would Wait Forever But I Will Let Her Go When Im Tired Of Waiting Hehe

Untitled

These Words Were Never Easy For Me To Say Since Your With Him And When She Say Yes:-

[Will YOU Be My Girlfriend?]

For You And Hopefully She Read This And No One Actually Know Who Is 'She' Haha Some Clue May Help:-

She's Cute
Have A Nice Smile
Same School As Me
Loving Her Since Last Year I Guess
She's One Of The Closest People In My Life
And Yeah I Am Talking To You

Btw Even 'she' Doesn't Know That She Is actually "She" Haha.. Hopefully This Term I Get To Be Closer To Her.. Soo Moving On.. Some People Ask Me Question Also Like:-

How Cute Is She Rate Her Form 10-1?(By Brother)
I Would Give Her 9.5/10 And Thats The Highest Rate I Evergive

What's Her Email?(By Cousin)
I Can't Tell Her Email.. My Email Is rainbow_arrow_411@hotmail.com:p

Is That Her?!?! She's... Omg!! (lol) (By Friends ) I Think When They First Meet Her
Yes That's Her Cute Ryte?

How Close Are You? (by Friends)
Were Close Like Hell... Haha Were Like Brothers And Sister.. Hmm? Bestfriends.. Isn't That Just Ackward

Is She Smart? (By Someone I Just Meet)
Sometimes.. Haha But Im Always Not Smart

Urgh Im Soo Bored.. Can't Wait To Meet Her Tomorrow... Where Have You Been? Haha Btw Just Ignore Those Question And Answer thing.. That Doesn't Matter.. haha Realy It Doesn't Matter.. I Don't People To Feel Something Or Blame Someone.. Pls Ignore It And I gtg.. Good bye (End Of Conversation)

I LOVE YOU

Last Day Of Holiday...

Omg.. Im Soo Scared To Go To School.. Don't Know Why But I Am..

Soo Nothing Fun To Do This Holiday.. Hehe Miss My Friends And Hopefully People Think I Change Or Something Cuz I Need To..

Hope Someone Thinks That Im Taller Than Her.. Opps!, Kinda Spilled That Part. Haha

I really Wanna Reedeem My Self Cuz I've Been Doing Stupid Things.. (Yes.. With The "s")

Urgh I Hate School but I Love My Friends.. How Come The One I Hate Brings Me The One I Love? Isn't That Just Ackward Or Confusing?.. Haha

I've been Away From My Family For 1 Week Soo.. I Didn't Know What Date Was Everyday On The Holiday And Im Surprise That Tommorow School Is opening.. Soo Urgh Time Tu Put On My Dumb Learning Brain Again..



Wishes For Next Term

1.A New Phone
I Mean A New Phone Like This.

2.Lose Weigth Haha
Maybe I Wanna Be Like 40kg.. Thats The Least I Want To Be

3. Be Taller haha

4.I need Money haha...

5. A Girlfriend
The Nice And Cute Ones..

Haha Thats Not Many For Me To Wish Ryte? Haha Moving On

I Got This New Song Call 'Miserable At Best' By Mayday Parade

Its A Cool Song,slow,Romantic,You Can Feel It(wth?) And Emotional

I Would Like To put The Lyrics Here But Its Lame Cuz You Won't Understand It.. Haha Soo Whatever.. Here It Is..


Katie, don't cry, I know
You're trying your hardest
And the hardest part is letting go
Of the nights we shared
Ocala is calling and you know it's haunting
But compared to your eyes, nothing shines quite as bright
And when we look to the sky, its not mine, but i want it so

Let's not pretend like you're alone tonight
(I know he's there)
You're probably hanging out and making eyes
(while across the room, he stares)
I bet he gets the nerve to walk the floor
And ask my girl to dance, and she'll say yes

Because these words were never easier for me to say
Or her to second guess
But I guess
That I can live without you but
Without you I'll be miserable at best

You're all that I hoped I'd find
In every single way
And everything I could give
Is everything you couldn't take
Cause nothing feels like home, you're a thousand miles away
And the hardest part of living
Is just taking breaths to stay

Because I know I'm good for something
I just haven't found it yet
But I need it

So let's not pretend like you're alone tonight
(I know he's there)
You're probably hanging out and making eyes
(while across the room, he stares)
I bet he gets the nerve to walk the floor
And ask my girl to dance, and she'll say yes

Because these words were never easier for me to say
Or her to second guess
But I guess
That I can live without you but
Without you I'll be miserable at best

Ladada ladada ladadaoh ohhh

And this will be the first time in a week
That I'll talk to you
And I can't speak
It's been three whole days since I've had sleep
Because I dream of his lips on your cheek
And I got the point that I should leave you alone
But we both know that I'm not that strong
And I miss the lips that made me fly

So let's not pretend like you're alone tonight
(I know he's there)
You're probably hanging out and making eyes
(while across the room, he stares)
I bet he gets the nerve to walk the floor
And ask my girl to dance, and she'll say yes

Because these words were never easier for me to say
Or her to second guess
But I guess
That I can live without you but
Without you I'll be miserable
And I can live without you
But without you I'll be miserable
And I can live without you
Oh, without you I'll be miserable at best

Haha A Very Long Song.. Soo Moving On

Miss My lil Sis Naj.. Where Is She.. I Miss Her.. and Love Her 2... And Where's Her Boyfriend? I Don't Miss Him.. Just Miss Him Being Jelous... Haha

Soo This Is A long Post.. Just For Clearing Everything.. or Whatever.. And Good Luck For School.. Aaaa Gtg Bye