I Need You

I need to stop being mad at everyone.. they kept calling me names.. non-stop 24hrs.. aren't you guys bored with the same joke? and also to the people that say stuff about me behind my back.. what's up with you guys?!?! err.. its ok to say stuff about me behind my back.. but don't say it out loud or you want to say it loud just to make me notice it.. stop guys

I want to apologize to the people that hate me and say things about me.. i know im a bad person but do you think i want to? do you think deep down im bad? its just me.. i can't control my feelings while my feelings control me.. its just hard

And i also need to start realising that i need to be a good person.. i still don't have any mod and also im still piss off how my life is going.. noone understand

I know too much about people talking about me.. if i didn't know about it.. i won't be mad or if i was a better person back then , nothing like this would have happend.. i just need some time to think.. i need to be alone for a while

And also im trying to make everyone happy and the last thing on my mind is to leave you guys.. but the first thing on my mind is just to keep my mouth shut and keep it for myself..

I need to go to sleep.. its 1a.m umm.. bye guys