Love You Soo Much

This Song Is For My Baby.. Zia

I've been here before a few times
And I'm quite aware we're dying
And your hands they shake with goodbyes
And I'll take you back if you'd have me
So here I am I'm trying
So here I am are you ready

Come on let me hold you touch you feel you
Always
Kiss you taste you all night
Always

And I'll miss your laugh your smile
I'll admit I'm wrong if you'd tell me
I'm so sick of fights I hate them
Lets start this again for real

So here I am I'm trying
So here I am are you ready
So here I am I'm trying
So here I am are you ready

Come on let me hold you touch you feel you
Always
Kiss you taste you all night
Always
Come on let me hold you touch you feel you
Always
Kiss you taste you all night
Always

I've been here before a few times
And I'm quite aware we're dying

Come on let me hold you touch you feel you
Always
Kiss you taste you all night
Always
Come on let me hold you touch you feel you
Always
Kiss you taste you all night
Always
Always
Always

What's Up With Me?

Hye guys.. well First thing first.. I Miss my sister naj!.. Where Are you and Im Sorry!.. we don't have to go away from each other.. if you ignore me again.. its not making me happy:p.. You can still disturb me.. thanks btw about me and her.. hope you and Your boyfriend get along good as well hehe.. naj your my bestfriend.. don't forget that.. Xp

soo today i had no mod.. Because i got the feeling that everybody is ignoring me.. and people hate me being with her.. i don't know why i think like that.. but still im gonna love her.. who cares what people says..

And Also that... noone cares about me anymore.. and somehow people think i only need my girlfriend to live.. well you wrong.. i need everybody.. i miss everybody.. where has the good times gone?? I Want It Back.. haha

Hanging..

Soo Today.. Im bored.. Soo Lets Talk About my life..

Err.. nowadays Its have been bumpy.. and quite Changging lately..

And Also That I Now Love Somone..

her.. Err.. nickname.. Zia






And Also That I Had Become A Lil Bit Diferent.. And Im sorry about that..

I Just Had This Feeling That I Want To Start my over

I Never Expected My Life To be Like This..

Its Like Hell now.. I Just need some times..

I got no mod at all now..

bye

I Need You

I need to stop being mad at everyone.. they kept calling me names.. non-stop 24hrs.. aren't you guys bored with the same joke? and also to the people that say stuff about me behind my back.. what's up with you guys?!?! err.. its ok to say stuff about me behind my back.. but don't say it out loud or you want to say it loud just to make me notice it.. stop guys

I want to apologize to the people that hate me and say things about me.. i know im a bad person but do you think i want to? do you think deep down im bad? its just me.. i can't control my feelings while my feelings control me.. its just hard

And i also need to start realising that i need to be a good person.. i still don't have any mod and also im still piss off how my life is going.. noone understand

I know too much about people talking about me.. if i didn't know about it.. i won't be mad or if i was a better person back then , nothing like this would have happend.. i just need some time to think.. i need to be alone for a while

And also im trying to make everyone happy and the last thing on my mind is to leave you guys.. but the first thing on my mind is just to keep my mouth shut and keep it for myself..

I need to go to sleep.. its 1a.m umm.. bye guys

I HATE THIS STUPID FUCKING BADASS ASSHOLE DUMB WOTHLESS USELESS PIECE OF SHIT CRAPPY LIFE!!!!!

Fuck!! FUCK!!! FUCK!!! FUCK!!!!!!!! This Is Really Useless.. I Don't To Say This But.. God If You Are Trying To Show Me Sumthing By Hurting Me.. Just Kill Me Straight Forward.. You Suffering Me.. This Is Stupid.. Why Do I Have To Be Me?? Im useless.. God other People Have Good Life And A Good family.. A Good Story.. But Why Have You Made This.. Im Sorry But.. Theirs Someone I Should Have Done From Along Time Ago.. Is To Kill My Self

Fuck Shit!!!

Life Is Crazy.. I Can't Wait To Die.. Fuck Hell!.. FUCK!!! FUCK!!!.. I probally Won't Talk tomorow.. Really2 Not InThe Mod.. EYH!!! SHIT EYH.. Cock Face Mother Fucker..

What Did I Do To Desreve This Fucking Badass World.. I hate my Self For Being Unsuccesfull.. I thought that I Would be Somebody Good.. But Now I See That The Fucking Shit Life I Waited Was Stupid!!

I Know This Is All About The Bloody Stupid Devils.. Syaitan Gila Bayie.. Hantu2 yang Prasan berijap.. Tamparan.. Keraja beamput Ma Tuyul sja.. Eyh.. When Is The World Going To Die? When Is Armegeddon? Just Bring It Now.. What Are You Waiting For God? You Make say This Dumb Things Cuz Your Killing Me.. This Is How I Am Expressing My feelings..

I Deserve Hell.. I Deserve To Be Tortured.. I Deserve To Be Dead Ryte Now.. I Deserve To Be Eating Shit And Living At The Side Of The Road Then Living With My Family In A Big House.. I Rather Run Away To Make My Family Happy.. I Rather Just Stop School For MY Friends Can Study And Be Happy.. I Rather Just Die Soo Anyone else Woudln't Know Me..

Im Sorry To SAY This God. But.. God You Piss Me Off

Im Sorry

nowadays im been pretty stupid and dumb and probally i deserve being hated , i got no mood at all im really2 sorry , you guys know that i don't want to be me cuz im stupid , dumb , lame , cheezy , fat , dark , bad hair , short , lazy , heartless , prasan , kambang , dangki , tunggi , bida , cawir , cala , poklen , crappy , idiot , selfish , cock face , hatefull , worthless , useless , babi , show off , talur and aaa... aaa.. i don't know... im sorry if i've treated you guys bad.. especially naj , nad and maybe zifah to.. im just sorry and also sorry to the other people that thinks im a playboy , really sorry , also if i've been anoying sometimes.. really sorry , if you hate me its ok.. i wish im not in you guys's life cuz im really useless to you.. this is for everybody im sorry! i've such a liar , i really hate my self , i will make it to you guys.. to everybody.. promising i will be something usefull or be a good friend im really2 fucking sorry! i just wish i move somewhere else or run from home or sumthing , my family also hate me.. i've been soo stuborn and no respect for them... im really sorry i shouldn't be in that family , i shouldn't be friends with you.. i desreve no friends.. and i deserve to be alone and be hated... and also im really sorry to the things i've done and the things i don't , im a kid , i make mistake , im sorry , pls forgive me guys and stop dragging me to hell , why did i even live in this world? i don't deserve this , i should die a long time ago if i know that im like a stupid dumb ass now.. I WISH EVERYBODY UNDERSTAND!!!!!! IM SORRY!!!!!!!

Love My Girl Always And Forever...

Now.. Dead..

haha Im verybusy Now but Before That.. I Like The New Song Alot Somehow.. And Im in Love... Probally Im Happy Maybe...

A New Song

Lane-36 : No One Understands Me

I Wish She Knew That I Was Waiting,
That I Waited To Long Too See,
And All This Days That I've Been Thinking,
If She Would Ask To Get Back With Me,

I Hope That Everything Will Be Normal
Since I said A Lot Of Things To you
Where Everything Will Be More Formal
And I'll Promise I'll Keep Everything MoreTrue

[chorus]
All The Days I Have Spent
The Smallest Path I've Been
And On The Ways I Have Bent
That I Can't See
Where You Are Going?
But No One Understands Me
Well I Have to be Sorry
I Can't Be Perfect Hardly

No One Understands Me(x2)

Do You Really love Me?
Will You Take Me Tonight
If You ask Me to Be perfect
While You Love Me Till You Die

This World Will Never Accept
That Im Living With Her With Regrets
Things Can't Stop By To Me
My Life Is Taken With High Bets

[chorus]
All The Days I Have Spent
The Smallest Path I've Been
And On The Ways I Have Bent
That I Can't See
Where You Are Going?
But No One Understands Me
Well I Have to be Sorry
I Can't Be Perfect Hardly

No One Understands Me(x2)

Now I Want To Start My Life Over.. You Left Me Drowning..

Clearly I Got No Mod Today.. Cuz Of What I Felt Today.. And Btw Today Is SMSH's 15th Anniversary.. Soo I Got No Idea What To Say But.. It Was F*cking Crowded.. And..


The Reason Im Very Drowning( A NewMod ) Is That I Think I Really Love Zifah... And Seeing Her With Another Guy Is Likke Being Stab In The Heart With A Knife.. It really Hurts My Feeling.. But No Matter How Many Time She Breaks My Heart.. I promise That I Won't Change The Way I Feel For Her Except If She Pushes It Too Far..

I Want To start My Life Over... Its Really Messed Up.. And I Don't Like Who I Am Now.. Its Like Im Nobody And Nobody's.. I Just Wish Now Someone Understands Me.. I Don't Really Feel Like Having To Do The Same Thing Daily Cuz It Just Hurts My F*cking Feelings.. Well Of Course No One Cares..

Well The Truth Is That... I Wanted To Be Hers.. But Im Afraid That She Reject Me.. I Know Her Alot.. And There Are Some Reasons Why She Will Say No.. Im Really Trying My Best To Change And Somehow Be perfect For Her..

Well Since Alot Of You Know LANE-36.. and Our New latest Song 'Etenity Love Story'... Umm.. Im about To Write A NEW SONG... maybe its Gonna Be Called 'Life' its Clearly A Story About Life.. And after That Song.. im Gonna Write A metal Song For Our Band.. Soo im pretty Bz

BYEBYE

It's Hard But Not Hell

WTH? Is My title Is? haha.. Soo Today I Got No job soo Gonna Tell you guys something..

Umm? nothing.. But Bye!

there's Always Something There

Today Was Bored, I hAd No Fun , But Still In Love , With My Only One

Nothing Happend , Today Is Bad , Still Changing , In my.. aaaa... Sad WTMF???


haha Soo im Bored Today.. Miss Her And Love Her.. its Wierd Why I Kept On Loving Her Soo Badly

She Never Understand.. And Will Not... Still I Love Her!

Now Back To My Story.. Since Now On We Got A New.. Member On Lane-36..

He's Andy.. Famous Already.. Umm Our New Bassist Soo Syazwi Our Second GUitarist

Soo now.. He Have 5 members..

URGH!! Got Nothing TO Say.. Pretty much Bored..

Hmm? UMMM?? Aaa??

Feel like Shouting Today... My Parents Never Understand Me... My Life Suck.. People Never Love Me.. And They Keep Comming Up.. I look Through Them... When They Can't Look Trough Me.. I Feel Like I Wanna Die.. People keep ignoring my stupid damn crappy life..

Zifah I Love you.. i Wish you Understand.. I can Wait Long.. but Not Forever.. Tell Me That You LOVE Me.. And I Keep you In My Heart Always And Forever.. (P.s Even If You Don't Mean It:P)

Are You Afraid Of Being Alone?
Cuz I Am...
Im Lost Without You
Are You Afraid of Leavin Tonight?
Cuz I Am...
Im Lost Without You!..

Im Random.. Bye

Zifah |I|LOVE|U|

Hmm? Forget About That Title.. Soo today Was Boring Nothing Special Happend.. But I Did Feel Someone Has Come Up To My Brain (If I Had 1) That Im Really In Love With Zifah.. But Its Great That I Know She Will read This Some Day...

I Don't Know.. She's Been Changing Alot.. Miss The Noisy Her.. Now She's The Quite Cute One.. Awww Imissher..

pretty Much Im really Tired From School.. And I Want To Sleep Right Now But Its Too Early..

Zifah I LOVE YOU!!! Soo Much.. (Sorry If Your Mad Or Anything :p) Im really Random Today.. But Im bored Sooo


ByE gUyS