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Tuesday, March 31, 2009

A New Month

A-P-R-I-L!

Well Yes April A New Month And another Chance For Me 2 Redeem My Self.. And Hopefully Things Change..

Tomorrow Is April Fool.. WHAT EVER!!!.. Haha And Tomorrow I Got Cca Time Skulah Pagi.. And Hopefully.. I Don't Make A Fool Out Of Me.. Like Other Classes Haha..

Bye Wish Me Luck.. Whatever!!

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Depressed

I Really Have A Rough Time At School And Life.. Now I Know Why I Didn't Want To Go To School.. Because Of Friends,Teacher,Me ,Her And The Pasts..

On The Past Breakdown I Had.. This IS The Worst.. I Don't Know What Happend To Me..
Well I Guess I Just Have To Be The "When Lifes Like Hell Just Live It Through"Fikri..

Is This Love Her Thing Is Killing Me? I Really Hate MY Life Ryte Now Urgh..
Im Soo Frustrated And Depressed That She Never Notices Me That I Really Really Really Love Her..

I lost everything when I still think that I have her but I'm a thousands miles away from her just too far enough for her to not notice me

Monday, March 30, 2009

WHY SHE NEVER SEE'S THAT I LOVE HER?

| No One Understands Me |

|This Is A Special Post Because I'm Bored|

I Got A NEW SONG Guys And Her It Is

LaNe-36 :- No One Understands Me

I Wish She Knew That I Was Waiting,
And All This Days That I've Been Thinking,
That I Waited To Long Too See,
If She Would Ask To Get Back With Me,

I Hope That Everything Will Be Normal
Where Everything Will Be More Formal
Since I said A Lot Of Things To you
And I'll Promise I'll Keep Everything MoreTrue

Soooo....

All The Days I Have Spent
And On The Ways I Have Bent
The Smallest Path
That I Can't See
Where You Are Going?
But No One Understands Me

Pls Hold Back
Im More Different
When You See Me
Don't Give The Same Reaction

Sooooo.....

All The Days I Have Spent
And On The Ways I Have bent
The Smallest Path
That I Can't See
Where You are Going?
But No One Undestands Me

Im Sorry
No One Understands Me
Wish Your Here
With Me....

|EnD|

This Song Express My Feelings.. For Her.. Well I Think She Doesn't Know It Yet... Yet That I Actually Love Her... And I Hate It When She Never Notice It... I Would Wait Forever But I Will Let Her Go When Im Tired Of Waiting Hehe

Sunday, March 29, 2009

Untitled

These Words Were Never Easy For Me To Say Since Your With Him And When She Say Yes:-

[Will YOU Be My Girlfriend?]

For You And Hopefully She Read This And No One Actually Know Who Is 'She' Haha Some Clue May Help:-

She's Cute
Have A Nice Smile
Same School As Me
Loving Her Since Last Year I Guess
She's One Of The Closest People In My Life
And Yeah I Am Talking To You

Btw Even 'she' Doesn't Know That She Is actually "She" Haha.. Hopefully This Term I Get To Be Closer To Her.. Soo Moving On.. Some People Ask Me Question Also Like:-

How Cute Is She Rate Her Form 10-1?(By Brother)
I Would Give Her 9.5/10 And Thats The Highest Rate I Evergive

What's Her Email?(By Cousin)
I Can't Tell Her Email.. My Email Is rainbow_arrow_411@hotmail.com:p

Is That Her?!?! She's... Omg!! (lol) (By Friends ) I Think When They First Meet Her
Yes That's Her Cute Ryte?

How Close Are You? (by Friends)
Were Close Like Hell... Haha Were Like Brothers And Sister.. Hmm? Bestfriends.. Isn't That Just Ackward

Is She Smart? (By Someone I Just Meet)
Sometimes.. Haha But Im Always Not Smart

Urgh Im Soo Bored.. Can't Wait To Meet Her Tomorrow... Where Have You Been? Haha Btw Just Ignore Those Question And Answer thing.. That Doesn't Matter.. haha Realy It Doesn't Matter.. I Don't People To Feel Something Or Blame Someone.. Pls Ignore It And I gtg.. Good bye (End Of Conversation)

I LOVE YOU


Saturday, March 28, 2009

Last Day Of Holiday...

Omg.. Im Soo Scared To Go To School.. Don't Know Why But I Am..

Soo Nothing Fun To Do This Holiday.. Hehe Miss My Friends And Hopefully People Think I Change Or Something Cuz I Need To..

Hope Someone Thinks That Im Taller Than Her.. Opps!, Kinda Spilled That Part. Haha

I really Wanna Reedeem My Self Cuz I've Been Doing Stupid Things.. (Yes.. With The "s")

Urgh I Hate School but I Love My Friends.. How Come The One I Hate Brings Me The One I Love? Isn't That Just Ackward Or Confusing?.. Haha

I've been Away From My Family For 1 Week Soo.. I Didn't Know What Date Was Everyday On The Holiday And Im Surprise That Tommorow School Is opening.. Soo Urgh Time Tu Put On My Dumb Learning Brain Again..



Wishes For Next Term

1.A New Phone
I Mean A New Phone Like This.

2.Lose Weigth Haha
Maybe I Wanna Be Like 40kg.. Thats The Least I Want To Be

3. Be Taller haha

4.I need Money haha...

5. A Girlfriend
The Nice And Cute Ones..

Haha Thats Not Many For Me To Wish Ryte? Haha Moving On

I Got This New Song Call 'Miserable At Best' By Mayday Parade

Its A Cool Song,slow,Romantic,You Can Feel It(wth?) And Emotional

I Would Like To put The Lyrics Here But Its Lame Cuz You Won't Understand It.. Haha Soo Whatever.. Here It Is..


Katie, don't cry, I know
You're trying your hardest
And the hardest part is letting go
Of the nights we shared
Ocala is calling and you know it's haunting
But compared to your eyes, nothing shines quite as bright
And when we look to the sky, its not mine, but i want it so

Let's not pretend like you're alone tonight
(I know he's there)
You're probably hanging out and making eyes
(while across the room, he stares)
I bet he gets the nerve to walk the floor
And ask my girl to dance, and she'll say yes

Because these words were never easier for me to say
Or her to second guess
But I guess
That I can live without you but
Without you I'll be miserable at best

You're all that I hoped I'd find
In every single way
And everything I could give
Is everything you couldn't take
Cause nothing feels like home, you're a thousand miles away
And the hardest part of living
Is just taking breaths to stay

Because I know I'm good for something
I just haven't found it yet
But I need it

So let's not pretend like you're alone tonight
(I know he's there)
You're probably hanging out and making eyes
(while across the room, he stares)
I bet he gets the nerve to walk the floor
And ask my girl to dance, and she'll say yes

Because these words were never easier for me to say
Or her to second guess
But I guess
That I can live without you but
Without you I'll be miserable at best

Ladada ladada ladadaoh ohhh

And this will be the first time in a week
That I'll talk to you
And I can't speak
It's been three whole days since I've had sleep
Because I dream of his lips on your cheek
And I got the point that I should leave you alone
But we both know that I'm not that strong
And I miss the lips that made me fly

So let's not pretend like you're alone tonight
(I know he's there)
You're probably hanging out and making eyes
(while across the room, he stares)
I bet he gets the nerve to walk the floor
And ask my girl to dance, and she'll say yes

Because these words were never easier for me to say
Or her to second guess
But I guess
That I can live without you but
Without you I'll be miserable
And I can live without you
But without you I'll be miserable
And I can live without you
Oh, without you I'll be miserable at best


Haha A Very Long Song.. Soo Moving On

Miss My lil Sis Naj.. Where Is She.. I Miss Her.. and Love Her 2... And Where's Her Boyfriend? I Don't Miss Him.. Just Miss Him Being Jelous... Haha

Soo This Is A long Post.. Just For Clearing Everything.. or Whatever.. And Good Luck For School.. Aaaa Gtg Bye

1 week Away From Everything:p

Soo I've Been Away.. For Like.. Aaaa ! Week I think?.. And I Was A My Cousin.. In Belait.. Plaing The Drums.. Soo I Slept There.. Haha.. Bored.. And Im Kinda Inactive These...

Omg Im Afraid T Go Back To School.. Argh!!!

I Hate Holidays And School.. Aha Im busy So Gtg Bye guys

Sunday, March 22, 2009

Soo Tadi..

Soo Today.. My Sister balik Dari London waa.. Aku Ikut Ke Airport Ambil Ia Sma abg2 ku and cuzin ku.. Lma ahh.. kami tunggu... Gila.. Tyme My sis Keluar.. Kami Betapuk Belakang Tiang.. ia mcm Kesian "siapa Ambil Aku?" Haha.. Ia Round2 Airport Aahh.. Kami Petapuk belakang Sign... Haha.. Sign Nya lagi bejalan ia tah.. Nampak yaa.. Kaka ku aa.. Hehehe

Then Tyme Ke Kereta.. Kami Eksen Kereta Kijang Ani kereta Kami.. Ia Ckp " Gila Kali?" haha Pnt..

Ia Sini Online FOr 1 month Then Go Back To London Lagi.. Boring!!! Ok i got Nothing To Say.. IM OUT!!!

Saturday, March 21, 2009

aaa?

Im Bored.. And Just Now I Read Naj's Blog.. And This Is For Me I Think.. Its Soo funny Mcm Orang becaramah

So i've seen alot of their's nick about hating their life. Is it going to make their life became happier? no. right. so stop telling us that u hate ur life. all of the human in this earth hate their life. no one love their life.life is full of darkness.we cant stop the darkness.it keeps hunting us.u have to prove it that u never wanna say the words hate life. whenever u have a problem.there's 3 words that i like to say much.it is iloveyou. it goes with the letter i mean you. love means like. you means everything that u reffer to.so stop saying hate to everything. u have to like it. like me. i know my life had been so complicated.but i have to like it 2. u have to be more patient.u wanna be like everyone wanna be.so let everything go.let it. even ur boy/girl , the things u like or something. everythig that u love the most let it go.for some reason im asking u to let it go because. i dont want u to waste ur time. maybe some other time.or the right time it will go back to you again.that's what life really are. but some of u just give up. u cant give up.u have to try it.dont be such a losser. cause god didnt like losser.so as i am saying here. i want u all to be a good human.a good people. a good student. think about your future. bye im out. sorry.if u read this then u cry.well i have to say to you thank you very much. cause that my feeling. and i know im kinda crying right now. but its okay. this word bringing me to my new life.i hope my new year or life going to be much simple and okay than before.so bye again. iloveyou.


Hahahaha.. actually she is trying to make a point

Iloveyou naj Akusayangkau:p

Hmm?

BORED!!!!

kinda Bored

Before.

After



Wait? Whats The Different

My Dreams...

Hmm.. Find a Girl... A Perfect One.. Cute,Happy,Not Soo Harsh,very Nice Person And Pretty much I Want Her To Be Less Religious Hehe


To be Thin.. To Be Tall.. To Be A Drummer.. Owh yea.. I Always Wanna Buy A Large Set Of Drumss.. Maybe Wait Till my Birth Day


When 18...? A Car.. Not Old Car... Maybe In 18... i want a job haha


Probly I want Money

Haha

Friday, March 20, 2009

I Miss My Friend

Pls End This Stupid Holiday.. Next Term Is just Gonna Be Much Worst That Before.. Owh im Bored.

the song... Hmm Haven't thought About Writting it
hehe

I Really Miss You And I Never Had A Chance To Say Good Bye But Now I Change Soo There's Nothing To Gain

I Would Dedicate This Song To you.. I Really Miss You And I Never Had A Chance To Say Good Bye But Now I Change Soo There's Nothing To Gain

Hello there, the angel from my nightmare
The shadow in the background of the morgue
The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
Where you can always find me
And we'll have Halloween on Christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never ends

(I miss you, miss you)
(I miss you, miss you)

Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep, I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time
And as I stared I counted
Webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
And hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
Stop this pain tonight

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you)

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you)

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you)

(I miss you, miss you)
(I miss you, miss you)
(I miss you, miss you)
(I miss you, miss you)

I Won't Come Back To See The Past Again,Cuz Now I Understand That Life Has Only One Chance, Sorry If I Ruin Everything , I Didn't Know What I Did Wrong , Im Here Waiting At The Egde Of A Roft Top Making Desicion.. Hoping That You And Everybody Would Forgive Me

For A While

Thursday, March 19, 2009

Soo bored

Owh God.. Im Soo Bored.. Nothing To Do Today.. Anyway.. Someones Mad At Me For No Reason... Hmm.. Maybe Laa.. Soo Since Im Bored.. I wanna Make A Song About The Last Day of School.. And Just To Make Sure Its Not a Gay Song.. i'll update It Tomorrow.. Hehe

2nd Term Stuff

Hmm Im Trying To Change.. For 2nd Term.. maybe Something Different.. Changing Into.. A New Fikri..:p Haha

Bored

Im BoredMiss My Friends

Hmm?!?!

Soo My Sister Is Commin Back From london.. And.. I Got To Clean Up Her Room.. This Sunday Maybe.. And Going Back To london Next Month.. Miss Her..

I knoww Its The First Day Of holiday..< but Im Starting To Miss Them..

Hehe

Kesian C Wad


Ani c Wadeeny.. Kaki Nya patah Tyme Main Futball Tyme Final.. but kami Manang.. Kesian Ia Ah.. Semua Kan Pth.. Hilang machoo:p Haha

Last Day Of School

Ok Skulah Pgi.. Emm aku dtaang Kul 7 Tdi.. Soo Atuu Mcm Biasa.. Then Kami ada Menyayi lagu kebangsaan and Berdoa Kul 7.15 haha Next Kami ada yassin Lagi..:p Haha Then Nda Belajar.. Ke Hall Buang Buring.. Ada Assembly Then Tyme Kami Bersihkan Klass.. Aku Kacau C Zifah.. Haha.. Mostly Today Aku Bnayak Kacau C Zifah.. Ia Ckp Aku Stalking ia.. Haha Then aku akhir Balik.. Soo... Thats All I Guess.. BUT..

Skulah gama.. Kami Inda Belajar And My Dad Sudah Jumpa GB.. Owh God I Am Scared.. Haha.. Aku Kacau C Naj.. C Fairuz Pun ku Kacau.. Haha lps Sembahyang Asar.. kami ada Bagian Hadiah.. haha Aku Inda Pulang Manang.. Tpi Siuk Beteriak.. :p Tyme Balik.. Aku Hug C Naj.. haha But I Don't Think Its A Hug.. But C Najib Jelous.. I Think He Was Planing To Give Naj A Kiss.. But c Naj Tdi awal balik.. BORING!!!.. Then Aku Balik.. Tia... mcm Biasa if C Naj Balik.. Aku Balik Jua.. Hehe:pxpxpx

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

Soo Sorry

Im Soo Sorry That I Broke U Heart
When I Spend My Time With Her
And You Were Not..

Naj
Me
Najib

Why am I In The middle.. Im Sorry For Interuoting

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Takut Ku Eyyh

Shyt Shyt Shyt Shyt Shyt..

Bayie!!! Takut KU EYH!!!! Sial!!!

Mun Parents Ku Kana Tlepon Wah.. Omg Im Dead..!!!

Cna Nie.. HELP!!!

Pls.. !!! Give Me Another Chance..!!!!!1

Owh ShYT!!! EYH!!!

Hmm?

Mengapa Kau Jelous Kan? Your His Bf Not Me.. Soo Im Just Taking To Her.. Lepak With Her.. Soo Its A Everyday Thing.. U Don't Have To Be.. Soo Emotional And Sad.. And Btw Don;t Be Too Cocky.. Ur already His Boyfriend.. Why Do U Think That Im Stealing Her Away From You.. You Think Too Much.. U Never Know How I Feel Whenever Your With Him.. Even If I Didn't See It

In Hell

Soo Tadi TymeUgama Kami Supposed To Have Walkaton.. Hmm.. Then Me And My Friend.. Kana Bwa Ke Disipline.. sal besigup.. ia tah Im Soo afraid If Kana telepone My Parents.. Omg

Hmm Tdi Kami Kna Mrahi.. And If My Parents Tau.. I'll Be Dead.. Soo I have To Stop Smoking.. Really This Is Soo Messed Up Wish That This Day Never Happend.. Urgh.. but Kami Kna Bwa jua Walkaton.. I'll talk About That Later...

Soo Kami Kana Cramahi.. So Kami Kana Tanya question.. I Was Soo Afraid That Time.. But Aku Bepikir Bnr2.. soo That Everything Won't get Worst.. Urgh.. Then The Principal Lagi Ikut Cremah... And Rambut Ku Kana Gunting Disiring.. Sal Panjang Palui Eyh.. Nama Ku Lagi Arah Buku Disipline.. Mati Kali I WISH THIS DAY NEVER HAPPEND

BUT... Just Now Time Walkaton Kami Beround Kampung.. Sekajap Sja.. And Aku Uyung Si Naj Soo Kami Dpt Cerita2.. Hehe Tyme Atuu C Najib Di Dpn Sudah.. Then.. Kebalakan Tia Menyampuk No Offence.. Soo Then Aku Ma C Naj.. Ke Blik Udu Bini2.. Aku Pigang2 Ia.. Ahah I Think Ia Gali Kali.. Then Ia Balik Like Always.. iloveyou Cematu2 Lah.> Then C najib Jelous For not Being A Good Bf.. Iknow Im Not Hehe

Continue With Hell...

Then Tyme Abis Walkaton.. Kan Balik Kan.. So Kami Mcm Very Menyasal.. Kami Semua Inda Mau Parents Kami Kana Jumpa.. Soo Kami Ke Gurubesar.. Kan Minta MAAF.. Hehe Soo I Did The Talk.. And Still Cikdu Mau Jumpa IbuBapa Kami.. Owh My God.. Plssss... Make This Day Never Happend.. Menyasal Ku eyh.. I'll Stop Smoking.. I Will Be a Nice Kid Again.. Oh Shit.. I Really Really Hate Today

Monday, March 16, 2009

N.B.H.H

She's My Dream.. She's My Life.. She's My Love.. And My Wish

He;s Coming Into Your Life Maybe The Worst For Me But The Better For You

As Long As Shes Happy.. Im Can Live The Same

Soo...

Soo Tdi Skulah Pagi Was Macam Biasa.. Tpi Aku Kana Suruh Bediri Di Blakang.. satu Kaki.. Palui cikgu Ah... Buduh Wah ia Atuu.. cuba yaa Diri Cematuu.. Pth Towh Kaki Nya Haha... Then Tyme PE Was Fun Sal I Get To Run.. Walaupun Lambat.. Tpi Siuk.. Haha

Skulah Gama.. Hmmm I don't Know.. Tpi Tdi Kami Inda Banyak Belajar.. Sal Cikgu Sibuk Haha.. Then Tdi C Syuk Tumbuknya Aku.. Haha Sakit Eyh.. ThenMcm Biasa Lepak2.. Haha Then Ada Orang Mrah C NAJIB :p.. Mental Ia aku Selalu Ma Gfnya c Naj.. Antam Tah Ko.. Soo Tdi Mcm Biasa Like Always...

P.s for Najib... Apa Msalah Mu Kan.. Ko Ni Menuduh Aku Mencuri Gf Mu.. Walaupun lwa.. Duli.. Ko Fitnah.. Inda Jua Papa Mun Ku Kacau ia.. Mun Ko Inda Suka Aku Kcau Ia.. Gtau Lh.. Inda Ku Lyan C Naj.. Buduh.. Kawin tah Kamu.. Mun Inda Mau Kana Rampas Gf Mu Atuu... Beamput Tah.. Orang Lepak Ma C naj Pun mrah.. Mun inda Mau Aku kacau Ia Jgn Tah...

jelousy Is Sooo Him

Sunday, March 15, 2009

Bored

Soo Im Bored.. Blog Looks Like A Messed... And Actually This Is just Crap:p

Soo Btw..

Abang Ku Bagi Aku File Me2You And Its Soo Cool Ia Tah.. Aku Cuci.. Cuci Bnr2.. Kamah wah File Ah Syg.. And Tdi Aku Bejalan Kan.. Shopping With Family.. Tyme Di Gadong Wet market A.K.A Pasar Haha Mama Ku Liat Ikan Kan.. Soo Ada Orang Jual Ikan Ani Wah.. Sibuk Ni Ia Ah.. Banyak Orang Membali.. Then Mama Ku Tarus Menyampuk.. Bekelahi Tah Pulang Mama Ku Ah In A Funny Wah..Lol Haha Then Mama Ku Manang.. Ia Untung $2 Haha Inda Mau2 mama Ku AH.. Then Kami antar Biskal Adiku Di Kadai Hampir Waa Hoo Tanjung Bunut.. Then Kami Nampak Ambulance Di Sna.. Inda Kami Tahu mengapa... Haha Mama Ku Bad Mod Tdi Wah.. Ia Tah Sumpah Nya Cina Atuu yang Lambat Driving.. ia Ckp Eyh Lmbt Jua Eyh Anak Ani.. Pant.. Ah Ia Towh.. HHee

Owh Nooo Esuk My Mother Mengajar Commerce In My CLASS!!! Gila.. Pemarah Ah Tyme Mengajar.. Tpi Dirumah Inda.. Walaupun Pemarah MENGAJAR.. Tpi Liat Anaknya.. Hahaha PEMALAS Haha..

And I Hate My Amah Buduh Bah Ia Atu.. Ia MCM Kan Showoff yang Ia Atuu Rajin Dpn Mama KU.. URgh Fuck Off Wah.. Banci Ku.. Setiap Kali Mama Ku KeDapur.. Eksen Tia Cuci Pigang.. Inda Kamah Pun Di Cuci.. Haha Sudah Mama Ku naik.. Ke Bilik Tia Ia.. Online.. Buduh Bah Amah Ku Atuu..

P.s Miss My Friends.. Miss&Love Naj.. Miss SOME Of My Teacher.. and HAPPY HOLIDAY Guys

:p

My Blog looks Like A Messed Up Haha.. Lol.. Btw I gotto Bye

Saturday, March 14, 2009

Bored

Soo I was Soo Bored Time Liat Football... Yes Liverpool manang.. Haha Btw Soo Time Skulah Gama Kami Ada Fiqh 2.. It Was Hard Sdng2 Laa.. Tyme balik Kami Lepak2 Jaa Mcm Biasa Sma C Naj,Najib,Suhaimi,Taufiq,Fizatul.. Sma Dorang Lain2 aTuu Lah... And Tyme Skulah Kami Gila Bula.. Ramai Suka M U... Ia Tah Aku Ckp Laju Tah Bertaruh.. Awu Ramai Orang Vote Man U.. Haha Sudah Atuu Liverpool Manang.. haha yes Beduit ku Ni... :p:p:p

Friday, March 13, 2009

No It Isn't By plus44

Very Cool Song.. U Should Here It


Please understand
This isn't just goodbye
This is I can't stand you
This is where the road crashed into the ocean
It rises all around me
And now we're barely breathing
A thousand faces we'll choose to ignore

Curse my enemies forever
Let's slit our wrists and burn down something beautiful
This desperation leaves me overjoyed
With fading lights that lead us past the lives that we destroy

I listen to you cry
A cry for less attention
But both my hands are tied
And I'm pushed into the deep end
I listen to you talk but talk is cheap
And my mouth is filled with blood
From trying not to speak
So search for an excuse
And someone to believe you
In foreign dressing rooms
I'm empty with the need to

Curse my enemies forever
Let's slit our wrists and burn down something beautiful
This desperation leaves me overjoyed
With fading lights that lead us past the lives that we destroy

Curse my enemies forever
Let's slit our wrists and burn down something beautiful
This desperation is leaving me overjoyed
With fading lights that lead us past the lives that we destroy

Please understand

Lay rotting where I fall
I'm dead from bad intentions
Suffocated and embalmed
And now all our dreams are cashed in
You swore you wouldn't lose then lost your brain
You make a sound that feels like pain

So please understand
This isn't just goodbye
This is I can't stand you

Thursday, March 12, 2009

Hey

You Guys.. Im bored And Im Soo Tired To Tell What happend To Today.. Cuz No one Cares... Btw When I Look Down Means That I Never Wanted To See That Im Alive.. Frustrated.. Strees.. Helpless.. Feel Like Pushing Everybody away.. Or People Is Pushing Me away.. Huh.. Its Just Complicated To Be Me.. I Hope Someone Wanna Switchs Lifes With me..

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

One Best Tip

One Best Tip With Friends..


Never Give Your Friends Any Stress Or Pressure Or Make them Mental And having Break Ups

1.They Wish They Wanna Die(like Me)
2.They Start Doing Something To Kept Them Relaks.. Like Smoking(Like Me)
3.They Start Being Alone And So called Being"Emo" (like Me)
4.They Start To Fail In Class Like Me(Like Me)
5.They Start Feeling Like having Empty Hearts(like Me)
And Soo On...

Soo The Best Tip Is.. Don't Be Like Me..

Wait.. This IS NOT About A Tip.. This Is Just About Me.. Haha

A.M.F-N.B.H.H

She's My Dream.. She's My Life.. She's My Love.. And My Wish

He;s Coming Into Your Life Maybe The Worst For Me But The Better For You

As Long As Shes Happy..

Ugama School

Hehe I Was So Bored.. And Not Happy Just Now For No Reason And For Being Stupid And Cnajib Also Disturb Me And He Call Me Emo Gay And All That.. ia Tah Bnci ku Hehe Sbr Ja.. And Then Aku Jln Mcm Emo.. Lmbt2 and look Ke Bwah.. Haha Tyme Balik Aku Kacau C Naj Sekajap.. And Then aaa I Donknow.. Aku Balik Haha

Mother Fuckers

Tdi Aku Ada Cca Soo Rambut Ku Mcm Orang Palui that Time What The HECK Aku Gunting Sja.. Alex Help Me.. Hehe It Was Fun And Bejurid.. N Then My Hair Become Lagi Palui Haha.. Disaster But I Have To Live The Life Of This Hell.. Then Kami ada Break.. Dtang Tia My mother(ckgu) To My Class Untuk mencheck Something Then Datang Tia C Palui Cikgu Palui Ah Cina SIAL BAUTA AH... Gtau Nya Psl Aku Main2 Apa.. Aku Inda Pulang Papa Mun Kana Mrahi Oleh Mama Ku.. Tpi Caranya Atuu Wah, Eyh RASA KAN KU BUNUH Tuu Ank Ah... Dagingnya Bagi Orang Africa.. Banci Ku...

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

LANE-36 Members

Lane-36 Intro...

Drum-R=Me(Fikri Aka Kazuke)

Vocalist=Aizat Aka Kazama

Bassist=Syawzi Aka Trickmaster

Lead Guitar=Alimin Aka Leo,Reo,Bayakuya(Biartiaiakuyak)


Nick Names
Fikri=Kazuke
Aizat=Kazama
Syazwi=Trickmaster ( I Forgot His Japenese Name)
Alimin=Bayakuya (Biar Tia Ia Kuyak)lol

Football Team & Fav Player
Fikri=Manchester,Liverpool,Barcelona(C.Ronaldo)
Aizat=Liverpool(Fernado.Torres)
Syazwi=Manchester(Ronaldo)
Alimin=Barcelona(Messi)

We Are Clearly Different But We Rock.. Haha..

Fikri=The Skilled But Not Experienced Drummer
Aizat=The Least Talented Guy
Syawi=Mostly Playing The Bass Is Simple
Alimin=Guitarist Well Expirenced And Skilled

Haha Im Bored Soo Bubye

NTH Kamu!!

Hey Guys Tomorrow Aku Ada CCA And Kwan ku suruh bwa hairspray Ku haha.. YES.. Siuk Ni Eyh.. Mcm Jepun-Gay Kami Ni Jln2 rambut Karau.. Haha Trok Kami Ah.. URGH I hate My hair Too Long and C Naj Menyuruh Aku Gundul.. Haha. Pnt Nda Dih.. Haha

Ugama Skull!!!

Tdi Ugama Was Soo Crazy.. And I Was Soo Sleepy Time Preksa.. But Yeah It Was Soo Easy:p haha.. I sleept three times.. in figh 1... and slept twice in Tauhid.. soo Lazy Wah.. haven't had enough sleep.. And Aku Bca C Hazirah punya Diary.. Its Cool... Most Of Them Are About ME!!! Haha Tahnks Zirah..hehe Then Time Balik We Lepak Ma C Naj.. Najib Her Hby.. (Jelous Aku Ah).. Farhanah.. Fiaruz... and Some Other Friends.. Soo Me And Naj Were Talking About Sigup Then Najib Menyampuk (mcm biasa) haha Jelous Ia Ah.. Haha Nada Dih.. Then Kami Mcm Tukar Topic.. Kami kacau C naj.. Ahah Aku Pigang Tanganya.. Like Kami Couple.. Witch I Planned It.. Aku Jelous C Pundan Cium c naj.. Sial!! Aku Mau Jua Haha:p.. When C Naj Balik Everything Jdi Boring And Kami balik.. Haha.. P.S Miss U Guys And Love u Naj

Monday, March 9, 2009

Fav Song

WAKING THE DEMON-Bullet From My Valentine

Oh!

2, 3, 4

[Verse 1]
Helpless,
My eyes are bleeding from the fear that's inside,
You sealed your demise when you took what was mine,
Don't try to stop me from avenging this world,
No voice to be heard

[Chorus]
Waking The Demon,
Where'd ya run to?
Walking in shadows,
Watch the blood flow,
There's not much longer, so don't try and fight,
Your bodies weakening, Walk to the light,
Those painful times so alone so ashamed,
I'm not coming back there's nothing to gain

[Verse 2]
Caution,
There's just no limits to the boundaries you push
I warned you but still you just f**k with my mind,
There's no escape from this rage that I feel,
Nothing is real,

[Chorus]
Waking The Demon,
Where'd ya run to?
Walking in shadows,
Watch the blood flow,
There's not much longer, so don't try and fight,
Your bodies weakening, Walk to the light,
Those painful times so alone so ashamed,
I'm not coming back there's nothing to gain

[Breakdown X2]
Breathe for me
Don't wake me from this slumber.
Stay With me
Possession taking over

[Solo Lead-in]
Whoa!
Tread!

[Breakdown X2]
Breathe for me
Don't wake me from this slumber.
Stay With me
Possession taking over

[Outro]
Waking The Demon!

Sunday, March 8, 2009

I Just Thought This About 5 mins ago

Im Happy, Now Im Sad
Im Grumpy And Now Im Mad
Things I Do Which I hate
Still Makes Me A Better Mate

Being tall Isn't Everything
Im Short So What Thats My Thing
Being Bully Being Pushed Around
And Being Too Funny Just Like A Clown

Sometimes My Life Is Rough
And Sometimes Its Also Tough
When Life Likes Hell, You Just Have To Live It Through
5 Minutes Later I'll Be Over You

Making Funny Riddles Ain't My Thing
So What Yoo I Got My Bling-bling(lame)
Don't Say I Got No Feelings
Cuz When I Think About It I Must Be Dreamming

Haha This Is Just Wasting my Time Actually Ahah.. And Bye Cuz Im Soo bored

Maulut Nabi

Hello Guys Tdi Maulut Nabi Was Fun Berabisly.. Haha First I Woke Up Late.. Kul 6 (Really Early) And When I Come To The School Orang Mcm kan Jln Dah Ikut Bas.. aku Run.. And Then Aku Sampat Masuk Bas.. YES!!! Then Tyme Di Padang Kami Soo Tired Munung Kan Bejalan.. Kami Sampat Lagi Ke Yayasan Buang Boring.. Haha And Mkn At Jolibeeee... Soo Tyme Kami Bejalan.. Round Bandar.. Kami Putung Skulah-skulah Lain.. kesian dorang ah.. kami Tinggal kan Cikgu Kami Jua.. Haha :p... kami number 17 jadi somewhere number 5 or 4 kli haha.. soo Fast.. and Then Kami Balik ke Rumah Ku.. Soo Here I am Posting This Post bye guys:p..

Thursday, March 5, 2009

I Love You (bored)





Wednesday, March 4, 2009

IM BORED:P

Nothing To Post.. Give Me An Idea Guyss...

Guardian Angel(The Red Jumpsuit apparatus)

When I see your smile,
Tears roll down my face
I can't replace.
And now that I'm strong, I have figured out,
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul.
And I know I'll find deep inside me,
I can be the one.

I will never let you fall. (let you fall.)
I'll stand up with you forever.
I'll be there for you through it all. (through it all.)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven.

It's okay,
It's okay,
It's okay-ay-ay-ay-ay.

Seasons are changing,
And waves are crashing,
And stars are falling all for us.
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter,
I can show you I'll be the one.

I will never let you fall. (let you fall.)
I'll stand up with you forever.
I'll be there for you through it all. (through it all.)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven.

'Cause you're my, you're my, my-e-y-e-y,
My true love, my whole heart.
Please don't throw that away.
'Cause I'm here... for you!
Please don't walk away and,
Please tell me you'll stay!

Whoa-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh!
Stay!
Whoa-oh!

Use me as you will!
Pull my strings just for a thrill!
And I know I'll be okay,
Though my skies are turning grey! (grey! grey! )

I will never let you fall!
I'll stand up with you forever!
I'll be there for you through it all,
Even if saving you sends me to heaven!

I will never let you fall!
I'll stand up with you forever!
I'll be there for you through it all,
Even if saving you sends me to heaven! (continues until fades out)

Soo long goobbye (sum41)

A time passes by, direction unknown
You've left us now but we're not alone
Before you know it your cups overflown
You measured no one that I've ever known

And it's quite alright
And goodbye for now
Just look up to the stars
And believe who you are
Cause it's quite alright
And so long, goodbye

We always knew that it'd come to this
It's times like these i forget what i miss
Matters of heart are hard to address
Specially when yours is full of emptiness

And it's quite alright
And goodbye for now
Just look up to the stars
And believe who you are
Cause it's quite alright
And so long, goodbye

A time passes by, direction unknown
You've left us now but we're not alone
Before you know it your the cups overflown
You measured no one that I've ever known

And it's quite alright
And goodbye for now
Just look up to the stars
And believe who you are
Cause it's quite alright
And so long, goodbye.

I'm Lost Without You (blink182)

i swear that i,
can go on forever, again,
please let me know,
that my one bad day, will end,
give me your lips, and with one kiss, we begin,

are you afraid of being alone?
cause i am,
im lost without you,
are you afraid of leaving tonight?
cause i am,
im lost without you.

i'll leave my room,
open till sunrise, for you,
i'll keep my eyes,
patiently focused, on you,
where are you know?
i can hear footsteps, i'm dreaming,
and if you will,
keep me from waking, to belive this,

are you afraid of being alone?
cause i am,
i'm lost without you,
are you afraid of leaving tongiht?
cause i am
i'm lost without you.

Boring

Im Bored... Tdi Tyme Skulah Nothing Happend Just The Same Thing.. And Kami Ada Amalli Arah Skulah Ugama.. And Aku Alum Hafal.. ahah Pemalas As Always... Boring Ku eyh P.s I miss You Too Naj

Monday, March 2, 2009

some pics






Sunday, March 1, 2009

Before The Party (bored)

Hey Guys.. LAst Night The Party Was Great.. I Want To Tell You Guys How I Dreesed Up.. Haha

I Look Like Gay... And Half Cool.. Which Is Gay DUh~~ I Have TO Wear A Tie.. Smart Cloths And Some Other Stuff.. I Have Some Photos.. I Haven't Done My Hair That Time




I Don't Care How I look.. Haha.. Its Was Great Maybe Later I'll Upload Some Pics At The Party

ThE ParTy

Hey Guyss.. The Party Was Great And I Wore A Black Coat,Jeans,Skull Shoe,A Tie And I Wore HairSpray.. haha Gila Ramai Orang.. And I Am Soo Tired To Tell You About The Party.. But tomorrow I'll Upload Some Photos :p// Im out